Racing With my Heart. Book Three

chapter 11

       Bpov

We kept going to races like Edward would wanted us to.

He is still out. It's been a month and I miss him. I was mad at him for not taking his meds and mad at myself for not telling him about his condition.

Sometimes it was hard to focus on the race. I was laying on the bed next to him trying to sleep but all I could do is remember.

I finally laid my head down on his chest and fell asleep with tears falling from my eyes.

I woke up with a arm around me and I snuggled closer to Edward not wanting to wake up.

Then I felt a kiss on top of my head. I slowly lift my head up to see Edwards eyes open looking down at me.

"Hey baby!" A smile grew on my face and I cupped his face and kissed him. I couldn't help myself. Then I giggled.

"Your awake and you remember." He nods his head. I slapped him in the chest. "That's for forgetting to take your meds." I told him.

"I deserve that. I admit it I forgot to take my meds but you guys also forgot to explain it to me better how important it is. I can't stress I don't remember everything baby. I wish I did sometimes." He explained.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Your not going to remember Edward. My brother told me in a letter to me. Here I'll let you read. I knew when the time was right I was supposed to let you read it." I got up and went to my drawer and dug the letter he wrote me last out.

I walked over to him. "I'm just going to go out there and get some coffee you read the letter."

         Epov

I watched Bella walk out and then open the letter from Bradley and read it.

Bells,

So how does it feel to be a mom and engaged. Congrats by the way.

Well dad told you about my blood and now you know. You will always have a connection with me no matter what.

I need to tell you something very important about E.C. though. He will never remember his other family and it's not your fault. It is Taylor fault.

Somehow he damaged E.C. brain even more. So he will never ever recover that part of his memory. But on on good point I can tell you if he does lose his memory there is little something no one can ever take away from him and that's the love he has for you my dear sister.

It is so strong it can never be broken, never be forgotten or lost. He will always find his way back to you. So never give up.

Do me a favor. When you get married do it at the race track it is so you and E.C. Surprise him with a sundress. No wedding dress. Not you. No makeup. Do it before a race to. Do it soon to.

Little Rose will be home very soon. Trust in yourself sis always look in front of you and focus.

Love you Shorty,

Bradley Charlie Swan

He was so right. But never remembering my family Because of what Taylor did must be hard on my family.

But I also have my new family now to. I guess I can make room in my life to be friends with my blood family. They'll be working with us if not already.

Make new memories with them I suppose. I get up and walk out to where Bella is and noticed I am a little weak on my legs.

"Hey you been out of it for a month becareful."  Bella came over to help over to the the couch.

"I made a decision baby." I told her. "Yeah what is that?" She asked me.

"Since I can't and will never remember my real family I can at least be friends with them. Let them in my life since they'll be working for us." I told her.

"I think that's a good idea." She gave me a quick kiss and a hug.

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