Genre: angst? with some fluff
Warnings: none in particular
Pairing: yoongi x reader
Word count: 684 (very short I know)
Summary: 'Whether yoongi left you or he stopped trying, your relationship simply started to wither like dead leaves, and fall to the ground. Rapping always was his dream and you supported that one hundred percent, but you didn't think he'd leave you hanging just like that, and soon enough you fell like a dead autumn leaf.
A/N: flashbacks are in italics! grammar is probably terrible, if anyone wants a second part to this, request it because otherwise I'll have zero motivation to continue this. Oh and this is my first fic feedback is appreciated. Inspired by some lyrics from dead leaves. I'm gonna shut up now. ENJOY~
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surrounded by a sweet aroma of coffee, that had burst in front of your nose as you stepped into the café. You proceed to drag yourself to an empty table and then slumped into the back of the chair, after what had been such a long day at work.
The vibes the small cozy café gave, relaxed your tense body and took weight off your shoulders. Feeling yourself start to smile and forget what terrible things occurred at work today, especially when your told by a patient that you weren't doing your job properly. That whole incident at work today messed up your day and put you in a state of misery and annoyance.
Growing up in Daegu this small café had been your favorite place to release your thoughts and tensions, often it would be were you would run away to escape the horrors of the harsh reality that surrounded you.
It was autumn, and leaves were falling like your exhausted soul, but the color inside of you and the leaves still remained. The cool atmosphere slowly heated as the song that was playing in the background slowly became more distinct to your ears, it was one of bangtan's songs 'dead leaves'. Yes you knew who they were, but you often avoided listening to their songs, because the burden you carried on your shoulders backfired on you. Even though it's been six long years you've always regretted, letting him go,
'I can only see our relationship withering...'
Whether yoongi left you or he stopped trying, your relationship simply started to wither like dead leaves, and fall to the ground. Rapping always was his dream and you supported that one hundred percent, but you didn't think he'd leave you hanging just like that, and soon enough you fell like a dead autumn leaf.
'Like how all the leaves fall
What seemed like it'd last forever'
'Oppa just leave... it's your dream and I don't want to be standing in your path'
'What about you? You're also my dream, my world, my sunshine I can't live without you... there's no use of me living, without you'
He looked at you, he lifted his hand slowly in attempt to wipe the tears that were flowing down your cheeks, only for you to take a painful step backwards.
'Don't be like this... lets at least try y/n.... can't we, I promise I'll keep in touch... and it'll be a secret... what do you say? Please'
His voice was evidently showing that he was breaking down, and it was unbearable for you to watch him in pain, after all he was your world too. His gummy smile could lighten up your mood in an instant and you'd always be first to hear his self-composed songs and his raps that he wrote, it made you feel like you were on top of the world. You foolishly decided to agree with yoongi, but you still contemplated whether it was the best idea to try hang onto the last strand.
'Okay... oppa I'm trusting you on this one'
'Jagiya, I'm always right, everything is going to work out'He whispered as he placed a small kiss on your forehead, grabbing your hand, you both walked down the streets of daegu, with hope and a glimmer of happiness... or as you thought it was...
'The speech and facial expressions that have gotten colder all of a sudden'
Days pass and it's the date of yoongi's departure to Seoul, it wasn't like he was leaving abroad, but you felt a little part of you leave as he left to achieve his dream in Seoul.
'Don't worry y/n, I'll eat on time and take care of myself, just worry about yourself, okay'
His gummy smile appeared and that was the last time you remember seeing that smile of his. He carefully wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tightly and whispered into your ear,
'I love you'
You smiled and gave him a quick peck on his lips,
'Don't forget me'
'I won't, I could never forget such a beautiful face'
He lied...
A/N: I posted this on tumblr quite a while back aha but i thought i should add it into this book!
