What happens on the tour bus. Stays on the tour bus (Ziall, Larry and Lilou)

Cheater

(Zayn's pov)

I'm awake but barely. It's one of those mornings where you're aware of everything going on but you are too exhausted to open your eyes. I roll over in my bed, realizing it's a lot more empty then I left it last night. I open my eyes and see a little pink note sitting on the pillow. I reach over and pick it up. I unfold it and read it. "Gone for coffee, bringing you your pack of fags. Love you baby" there was a little lipstick kiss mark at the bottom of the paper. I don't know why but that note irritated me. A lot. I guess I was just going to be in an irritable mood today.

I put the note back under the pillow and get out of bed. I walk to the kitchen and open the fridge. I stand there for about a minute, concentrating on what my body feels like eating. I grab the carton of eggs and a carton of orange juice. I put a pan on the stove and turned it on. When I realize its way too quiet, I go to the living room and turn on the telly. It's on the news, so I just leave it. Being famous and all, I've got to stay up to date on the recent gossip. I walk back to the kitchen and finish cooking my eggs. I put it onto a plate and turn the stove off. I pour myself a glass of orange juice and walk back into the living room. I sit criss crossed on the couch and turn up the volume on the telly. I hear a quiet moan and immediately turn to the sound. Niall and Harry are cuddled up on the couch next to me. I don't know why I didn't notice them earlier.

Wait. What the fuck? Why is Niall cuddling with Harry? What is going on here? They have separate beds, why didn't they just go sleep in their own beds?! Am I actually getting worked up about this? Why do I even care? Whatever. I don't even care. I stop thinking about my two best friends spooning on the couch next to me and listen to the news.

"Breaking news! Perrie Edwards, the fiancé of Zayn Malik, one of the five One Direction boys, is spotted kissing another man at Starbucks this morning. The man is unknown and unrecognizable in the photo that one of the photographers has taken. Our reporter, Anne Fuenz has gotten the chance to see all of the drama unfold."

My plate hits the floor. I hadn't even noticed I dropped it until it shattered on the floor. Niall and Harry shoot up off the couch scared as hell.

" BLOODY HELL WHAT WAS THAT?" Harry screams. He looks around and looks at me, then the ground. I say nothing. I can't find any words. My jaw is dropped as I stare at the picture of my fiancé kissing another man. Harry and Niall look at the telly and then back at me.

"Zayn?" Harry says quietly, slowly sitting up and moving towards me.

I feel sick. I stood up, holding my mouth with my hand and run to the toilet. I run to the toilet, not even closing the door, I fall on the hard tile floor, put up the toilet seat and vomit. My stomach is wrenching and my throat is burning. My eyes start watering from the pain. After vomiting about 6 times, my stomach is empty. I lean back and my back hits the wall behind me. I put my hands over my face and start crying. I hear someone run down the hallway and stop in the doorway. They stand in front of me and squat so they are at my level. I don't want to look up. I don't want anyone to look at me.

"Zayn what's wrong?" It's Liam.

"Perrie." I say softly, I can't get out anything else between the sobs.

He suddenly gets up and leaves. I hear him walk out into the living room to ask the boys what happened, I then realized he just wanted an answer and he would be back. He came back as quickly as he left and sat down next to me pulling my face into his chest. I started to cry harder and I was hyperventilating.

"Zayn calm down. Do you want anything? I can go get whatever you need."

"Niall" I say in a soft voice. I'm not sure why I wanted Niall, I always felt as if he could comfort me the best and I knew I could trust him with anything.

Liam walked me to my bunk and layed me down before he went to get Niall. I heard them whispering in the living room.

"Niall he wants you."

"Let me try comforting him." Harry said in a conserned voice.

"No, He said he wanted Niall."

"I don't know how to comfort people, what if I mess up!" Niall chimed in.

"You won't. Now go." Liam insisted.

The next thing I knew, Niall was crawling into my bunk with me. He didn't say anything, he just sat there holding me in his arms. My back was faced towards him because I felt embarrassed that I was crying my eyes out in front of these boys. They weren't use to seeing me break down, I was always the strong one. I started crying harder as I heard the news blare again with the same information, I could tell that between sobs I wasn't getting enough air. When I started breathing rapidly for air is when Niall spoke.

"Turn around, Zayn it's okay, you can be hurt, I promise no one is judging you."

I slowly turned around and was immediately greeted with Nialls light blue eyes. He cuddled closer to me and started to run his fingers through my hair. We just layed there, I stared into his beautiful eyes, as he stared into my crying eyes. We didn't say much, occasionally he would say "You're okay" or "Take deep breaths" but other then that his presents alone started to calm me down. I was finally calm and drifting off to sleep, when I heard someone enter the bus, I hoped it was Louis and Eleanor coming back from breakfast but I had a gut feeling it wasn't.

" Perrie get out. Now!" I hear Harry yell. I burrow my head into Niall's chest and start to sob again.

" I need to talk to Zayn. " She says desperately. Suddenly, my sorrow has disappeared and is replaced with anger. I jump up out of my bunk, leaving Niall laying there, and storm into the living room.

" Zayn! I need to ta..." She starts saying, I interrupt her.

" No you don't. I know everything, Perrie. I saw the news cast, I saw the fucking picture, I found out okay? So don't come in here and try to tell me that it's not real. " I yell. She starts tearing up but I couldn't give a damn.

"Zayn I didn't do it I swear! He kissed me! He made me kiss him I..."

"Shut the FUCK UP!" I scream at her. Walking closer to her. She is bawling now.

" I gave you EVERYTHING!" I yell, my eyes are starting to tear up again.

"Zayn..." She whispers.

"Get. Out." I say quietly.

"Zayn don't do this. We're engaged you can't do this." She pleads.

"Watch me." I step forward and grab her left hand and take off the diamond studded engagement ring on her ring finger. I put it in my pocket and look at her.

"Get your things and leave." I say. I turn around and walk out off the bus.