The story of our love

Chapter IX

Minho's POV

Where is she? What is she doing now? Is she OK?

It had pasted 3 days since we talk for the last time. We broke up. I didn't call her back and I didn't do anything to get back together. I thought it would be better to be single. I was wrong. If those days were dreams. They would've been my scariest nightmares. I couldn't live without her. I heard her voice that made me smile every time. Her pretty face, her everything...never got out of my mind. I felt so lost, scared and I didn't forget myself for what I did. I should have called her back and try to explain things. Even though it was my fault, I wasn't myself while I did that thing. “How did she found out? Maybe she was there! No, she can't go clubbing! “I was lost in my thoughts, when I heard Taehyun's voice:

- Earth is calling Minho!

- Hmm...

- What's up with you? - he was asking me.

- He is thinking about a girl! - Eralda replied.  She saw that I didn’t understand a thing. I was there with my body, but my mind was flaying away.

- A girl?! Wait! How's possible I don't know about this! Why did you not say this to me?

As you can see... Nam Taehyun is my friend and Eralda is his girlfriend.  I know them since we were kids. We grow up together. I never thought they will be in a relationship. The fought a lot when they were kids and they still fight... sometimes...

- I told Eralda to tell you about it!

- Why didn't you tell me?

- I forgot!

- How can you forget such an important thing!

and... they started to fight again, but they loved each other. I wished I had a relationship like those two had.

- Where is she? Why haven't I met her yet?

- We broke up.

- Oh, I see! That is why you ate so upset! Why didn't you talk to us about that?

- I don't have anything to say, except the fact that I am an idiot!

- Why don't you tell us what's wrong? We will help you! - Eralda said.

- How?

- We will find something! Now tell us!

- I cheated her! I didn't want to. I was drunk and couldn't control myself. I miss her. I feel terrible for not apologizing to her.  Even though she won't forgive me, I want to say her that I feel bad for it.

At that moment I couldn't hold my tears. I felt angry with myself.

-  Write a song about her! Express the way you feel. - Taehyun said

- Yeah, it's a great idea!

- She won't respond my call! What makes u believe she wants to meet me again! How can I make her listen to the song...?

- Youtube...

But I had a better idea.

- She has her prom night in a few days. They're looking for a band to perform!

- Wait! Prom! How old is she? - Eralda looked surprised.

- 17...

They started to laugh.

- I am 100% sure it's Yongwa's fault.  He likes younger girls.

- OK, stop it now! I got it! She is young! What's wrong with that?

I scared them and they stopped. I scare myself too when I am angry.

- Now we should go ask if we can perform at the prom!

- Let's ask Zico if he can help you to make a good song. - Eralda gave us a great idea. She is a smart girl and very beautiful, too. Taehyun gets jealous most of the time, because lot of guys want to date her. To say the truth when I was about 16 years old I had a crush on her.

During that week

I was working with my friend Zico for the song. I was anxious. What if she doesn't like the song, what if she gets mad? Without her my life had the same routine every day. It was like a marathon, boring and lonely.  I couldn't hold a spoon when I was eating. My whole body was shaking. She appeared everywhere! In my hallucinations,  in my dreams, in my thoughts! Never thought I will be in this situation. I started to watch dramas, one after another. I called Min several of times. I asked her if Bora was OK. She told me that she was more than fine. In one hand I was happy for her; on the other hand I was sad because she wasn't thinking about me. One day I saw her at the city center. As I saw her across the street, in his arms I got weak. I couldn't move. I felt on my knees and I couldn't get up. It was like the whole world was on my shoulders. It didn't felt right. The way she smiled when he opened his arms and hold her tightly.  I loved her more than he could ever love her. She just didn't know it. Good thing that Taehyun was with me. I would go over there and kill him, if it wasn't for Taehyun. Jangkook, that boy... I didn't like him since the first beginning.