The story of our love

Chapter X

Bora's POV

I decided to be strong and not to show how much I missed him or how much I needed him near me. Min kept asking me how I felt and things like that. I always smiled, but deep inside I was terribly upset. I missed his husky voice whispering in my ear telling how much he loved me, his hand grabbing,  his soft skin and of course his smile. How much I wanted to see him again!! The prom was coming. I wasn't in a good mood to go, but I had to have some fun. That night wouldn't come again. Jangkook called me that day to go out. I got bored home so I went out with him.

- Hey, shorty!

- Hey!

Jangkook had to bow to hug me because he was way taller than me.

- How have you been these days?

- I am great! Better than ever.

I had to lie to him. As I said before I didn't want everyone to know that I was borke into pieces. My head hurt and I had awful feeling in my stomach and it wasn't from the butterflies.

- Glad to hear it!

- Don't call me shorty! Got it?

- Why? What are you going to do to me?

I saw him smirking.

- I will bit you up! I did it in the first grade and I can do it again!

He started laughing harder and harder.

- Ok, I'm soo sorry! Won't do it again! Promise!

Jangkook always made me feel good. He had a sense of humour that made me laugh my heart out. He put his arm around me and pulled me closer. We walked for a little, talking about little random things and remembering all the things we did since we were kids. I had a great time. That bad feeling in my stomach was gone and I felt better. We decided to go to the cinema and watch " Iron Man 3", but there were no tickets left.

- Unlucky us!

We both continued to walk like drunk people. Then I started teasing him about Min. We run around,  chasing each other like babies.

-What are we going to do now? -I asked him.

- Let's go play Play Station at my house.

- FIFA or Call of Duty?

- Both!

- I'm going to bit you badly this time!

We made our way to Jangkook's house. There was no one home. I sat down at the living room. I liked his house a lot. It had a warm atmosphere. You felt safe there. I was waiting there meanwhile Jangkook was in the kitchen.

- Do you want Cola or Coffee.- he shouted from there.

- Cola!- I shouted back to him.

He came at the living room and sat down. We started to play. I don't know how much the game lasted, but it may be 2 to 3 hours.

- You have improve your skills alot since we played for the last time!

- You're not bad,too.

We continued to play till...

- HAHA, I winnnnnn! LOSER, LOSER! - I screamed form happiness. Jangkook stayed there like a nerd without understanding what happened. I kept playing around with him and joking about his play. He smiled, but he was not talking.

- Am I bothering you?- I asked him because his face expression changed.

- What? What? No, I was just thinking about something. You didn't bother me. I am happy you're here.

I was relieved. Then I sat down next to him. We saw each other in the eyes. He smiled and came closer and closer. For a moment I wasn't thinking but then Minho appeared in front of my eyes. As Jangkook was trying to come closer, I backed off immediately.

- Sorry! This does not feel right! - I said to him.

He was disappointed.

- You still like him. Don't you?

That moment i felt the fire on my heart and the cold in my soul. Something was burning inside me and my heart was about to go out off my chest. I wanted to let it free. Free from the pain, free from the love and all the judgments. I got scared of my own thoughts.  I was afraid of falling in love. Couldn't handle that much pressure and I left Jangkook's house without saying a word.

- Bora,where are you going?

 When I heard him I turned around and said:

- I am not feeling good! See you tomorrow!

I just left and never turned my head back again. Tomorrow was the prom and I didn't wanna make things worse.