Under His Control

Chapter 4

"Say something, I'm giving up on you I'll be the one, if you want me to Anywhere, I would've followed you,Say something, I'm giving up on you,And I am feeling so small,It was over my head,I know nothing at all,And I will stumble and fall,I'm still learning to love,Just starting to crawl,Say something, I'm giving up on you ,I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you Anywhere, I would've followed you,Say something, I'm giving up on you,And I will swallow my pride,You're the one that I love And I'm saying goodbye,Say something, I'm giving up on you,And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you,And anywhere, I would have followed you"

A Great Big World ft Christina Aguilera- Say Something

Marie's pov

Well today is the day I begin my job as an assistant,it's already 6:00am and I don't have to be there until 9 and that leaves 3 hours until I have to be there.....so why not begin to get ready now.Moving the covers back I climb out of bed and I been begin wondering why I wanted this job when I could have just laid in bed all day without even getting up for anything.....well only to eat and go to the bathroom obviously.

Now I'm standing inside the bathroom looking at my reflection in the mirror and wondering to myself how did I even get here?.....I don't even really know to be honest......I use to have the good life,good boyfriend ,an Ok job...to having to leave my hometown because of a stupid choice that my ex made and it cost me a lot.It cost me the chance of still having my freedom and the chance to still be with my family.

But all of that is now in the past and this is the present and I have to focus on that more than ever if I want to clear my name and be able to go back home without people thinking that I was apart of some "Big time gang". That is all I care about at this moment in time nothing else but that. 

Pushing myself off of the bathroom sink,I head to closet to get out my work clothes and that consists of my knee-length pencil skirt,with a lavender silk shirt and a black suit jacket and to top it off I add my dark mahogany flats,and I put my hair up in a neat bun on top of my head.I made sure to put light make up on just to be on the safe side.Time to start my first day.....hope all goes well.

Leaving the hotel I wait for on the bus stop until the bus comes and when it does I was nervous the whole way to law firm....and that's weird even for me I'm never really nervous.....ever and I don't know why I am now.

But I have to push all that aside and focus on having a good first day.So I can save up all the money that I make and find someone that can help me clear my name for good.