So it starts early i guess. BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING REMEMBER THIS IS JUST WHAT I FEEL AND I CAN'T HELP IT IDK IT MIGHT GET DARK RN CAUSSo it starts early i guess. BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING REMEMBER THISE I DON'T FEEL GOOD SO BYE INNOCENT AND ALSO I'M NOT ATTENTION SEEKING!
I want to make people feel better but I can't fix myself. I give and give but they refuse they can tell I'm broken but I'm way to far broken I need to give my self away before I implode. Please just accept it i don't need it anymore. I give it all then when I think I've made them feel better. I ruin it. Then when I do they leave, I can never have one good relationship and I don't deserve one. It's easy to kill myself. Nothing would change. No body sees me anyway so what's the point i could just die and everyone could finally be happy. What if I'm the reason she is sad....all of them.
(I just cried) I need them but they don't want me I'm bad for them. Im peanuts and they are allergic I'm useful to people with out it but to them I'm deadly. I make it worse. I need to stop thinking.
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why does my brain hate me (thoughts at 2 am)
Acakyeah so idfk where my brain will go cause it gets pretty bad, so 13/14+ or just people who aren't innocent.
