Chapter 25: It's My Truth Part 1

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Snow Black

It was the most shocking moment in my life. I have never seen the boys get all worked up because of that one person who I thought would be kind for the first time. It is all my fault! I am so stupid to invite Blake Ritz to dinner. I didn't realize that it will be our first family dinner after weeks of school examinations.

Now it was chaos and I felt so sorry for Jimin. I never see him so mad before. Hoseok was stunned at the remark that Blake had made about him and Jimin. Is it true they were once in the mental hospital? I didn't want to pry but a part of me wants to know what happen. Wait! No! I don't want to and I don't need to. It will make matter worse.

??: Snow! You in there?

Snow: Umm...Yeah... *wipes tears*

??: It's me, Seokjin. Can I come in?

I opened my room door and only to find the prince-like man standing in front of me, carrying my favourite snack and drink. He gave me a sweet and caring smile.

Jin: I brought your chocolate pie and milk

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Jin: I brought your chocolate pie and milk. *walks into the room*

I closed the door behind and it was just the two of us in the room.

Snow: Thanks. How is Jimin?

Jin: He is good. Now Hoseok and him are at the office. I am sure they have lots of things to discuss.

I curled my arms around me and stared at the floor. There is big weight on my shoulders now. I am worried for the both of them.

Snow: Oh...*BIG SIGH* I didn't mean to make him be so mad. It is all my fault! I shouldn't have invited Blake in. If I had known this would happen, I could have just stay home.

Jin: No. It is not your fault. It is mine. I should have asked you to come and join us for the summer festival preparation.

Snow: Seokjin... Don't say that. I should have listen to you. You were right about being home and just waiting for you.

Jin: Snow...

Snow: I should have ignored that bloody call from Blake. Why am I so blind about that guy's kindness?!

Jin: Snow...

Snow: It is not fair for everyone. I am such a loser! Why am I doing things all wrong?! I just can't do anything for someone else! It is my fault! Everyone should hate me now.

Jin: Snow! No one hates you!

Snow: They do! I told you it's my fault!

Jin: SNOW! IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!

Snow: OFCOURSE IT IS! I'D LOST TWO OF MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE! I MADE ONE OF THEM ANGRY. THE OTHER SAD! HOW SHOULD I KNOW THEY WERE FROM A MENTAL HOSPITAL!

Jin: WE HAD TO KEEP IT A SCERET!

Snow: I KNOW THAT BUT WHY FROM ME? DO YOU KNOW HOW IT DRIVES ME CRAZY THAT EVERYONE IS KEEPING SOMETHING FROM ME?

Jin: WE ARE JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU!

Snow: WHY? WHY WORRY FOR THE PEOPLE LIKE ME? I'm... I'm... I'm so useless.

I flopped to floor as my legs becomes weak. My tears started to flow down my cheeks like rain. The feelings that I held inside were all poured out by the sound of my sobbing. I covered my face so that Seokjin would not see how upset and disappointed I was. I couldn't believe a single word he said. Keeping a secret just because they are worried about me. I am nothing to them. Just a girl in this mansion who had to leave her home.

Jin: Snow?

I sensed that Jin was kneeling on the floor to my level. He tried to pull out my hand from covering my face but I resisted it. He took in a deep sigh as if he gave up.

Jin: Come here.

He pulled me into his embrace instead and I cried even louder. His hug was very warm and tight. His blueberry soap scent makes me want to hide in deeper. It took me around 15 minutes for me to stop crying. Slowly, Seokjin cupped his hands on my face and helped me wiped away my tears. He smiled again to give me assurance. He gave me a tissue and I blow out my nose loudly.

Snow: Gosh! That was so unlady-like. Sorry.

Jin: Hahahaha! It is ok. It is normal for everyone. Even a charming guy like me.

Snow: Tsk. Whatever.

Jin: To make you happy, let's have some chocolate pie and milk.

Snow: *bright smile* Ok! What movie do you have in mind?

Jin: Hmm... Instead of watching a movie, let me tell you about my life before I came to Swallowtail Papillon.

To Be Continued...

Note: Heyloo peeps! I know it is a short chapter. Currently, I am writing Part 2 of It's My Truth. It will be about Jin's life before Bulletproof Boyz. I thought I would fit everything in but it seems longer than I thought. I will do my best to write beautifully. ^.^ Hold on to your hearts, alright?! 

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