Life After (A Boys Over Flowers Fanfiction)

Chapter 17 The Talk And Realizing

Ji Hoo
I'm here now outside of her door i want to talk to here i need to talk to her it's now or never this is what i came here for to be with her but since i arrived here in paris but she continues to refuse me pushing me away i must put this on end so here am i standing outside here door but it took me few minutes to knock on and when i did i say those words
"We Need To Talk "     I knew right there and then she wasn't surprised about my sudden appearance and my words by the looks on her face she's been expecting me i confirm it through her answer " I Know "  and i didn't waste time i told her everything about what i feel about her ignorance on me by pushing me away treating me like i wasn't there and the words rush to me like a huge wave..

" Seo Hyun why are you doing this to me you know I Love You  you know my feelings for you is true but why you pushing me away why... "
i asked her  then all she said was coz your already in love with somebody else you just don't see it yourself but i knew you do i laughed at her and said nonsense that ain't true and who do you think might that be i asked her again but she just keeps quiet for the first time i'm hating this silence surrounding us so i broke it answering my own question as i thought i already new who she referring to but i guess i shouldn't said it for i might regret it the answer i would get still i did  Do.. nt your talking about Geum Jandi Oh please Seo Hyun it's impossible i dont have feelings for her she's just a friend besides you know that it's Gu Jun Pyo who likes her that has feelings for her not me it's Jun Pyo who come you say i like her huh i  say irritatedly for can't believe she comes to that point letting herself to cross that thought on her mind I'm possible and besides i'm not that kind of friend who takes away the thing or person any of those that makes my friend happy  na..huh  but i didn't say Jandi isn't a loveable person she is she's good with an incredible personality  i think that's way Jun Pyo falls for her but i was taken aback coz of the next words she says

"Seo Hyun
Because you like her i know i can see it the way you looked at her the way you cares for her i know you are Ji Hoo and even if i love you i am letting you go you deserve to be happy and i can't give you that call me selfish but i can't cause i know i don't have your heart anymore it already belongs to someone else  someone more worthy of you and your love give yourself a chance think about it you might not realize it now but you do
Ji Hoo so better go back there to be with her or might lose her like what you said someone loves her as well someone we both know who is important to us but it's all up to you it's still your call..

Ji Hoo
I actually don't know what to say i wasn't expecting to hear that from Seo Hyun her saying that i might be in love with Jandi all this time as well as Jun Pyo but to occupied to realize that fact to focus on the past that didn't realize what's in front of me well honestly this past weeks i use to think of her i missed her laugh seeing her expression that so differently not like the others
use to but i decided to put that aside of me maybe Seo Hyun was right all along maybe it's time to set myself free from the past and move on forward on what is set out for me

So this it i'll try but i just hope i ain't too late to do so