I know I messed up again
But it was time for me to make my own plan
It was time for me to figure out what happened to my old friend
We all started to change except you
You were always the same
I asked you please stay the same, please don't change.
I then broke my own rule
I changed on you and it was something I couldn't undo
You begged me to stop being someone I'm not
But I couldn't stop I thought I Found Love I guess
But I fell in love with being with him and his brother
Then you asked me to stop again and that's when I listened.
You asked me to be your friend and I have been I asked you not to change no matter what I did But it didn't work I decided to try to leave but you begged me to stay so that's what I did
I thought I was just being a good friend but then you started to do things that I did
And if I would have never tried to walk down this path by myself or try to conquer this journey on my own
We would have never started to slip away from each other I thought I could never be broken but I guess I was wrong because I wasn't that special friend that I was supposed to be all along
