Here's a conversation between a friend of mines but I feel like it fits in this with my poems....
Me: But I'm just playing. There is something wrong with me and what I told u and her it wasn't right. How I made her feel it wasn't fair. But I do love her the same way I love you because y'all are my hope in this world.
Sister: What I tell u she not gone go.. she cuffed by a whole new boy.
Me: you didn't read this did you? I hate myself for catching feelings. I knew she wouldn't fall for me even if she was single. Something is wrong with me I was being selfish. Instead of reading the signs she was giving about just needing a friend.
Sister:Yes but don't beat yourself up about it leave these girls alone
Me: I was going about it as she was a game only feelings I have for her is I should've hugged her when she told me I made her cry
Sister:man all jokes aside u just gotta let the feelings go sometimes the things u try to hold on to hurt u the most until u let them go and realize how much better it can be
Me: I can't forgive myself I hurt her I made her cry and even though I'm crying right now she didn't make me I can't let her go nor can I forgive myself
Sister: Yeah idk what I can tell u
Me: Nothing. That's usually how it goes
Sister: Ik but its nothing i can do when u don't wanna take the advice i give but you'll see that what I'm saying will help
Me: You want me to let her go basically forget about her?
Sister: Yes