Jumping Into Constellation

Thoughtless

I know how to rip my soul

why you get rid of everybody,

nevertheless it ain't sad, as it sounds to be

Moon night, grey skies

Aimless walks in bottle green overcoat

breezes can't take the lies -

what are these

tensions building up inside (?)

Cherry dark colored pillars,inside a room

sink is full of water and the water is overflowing down

on the floor, filling up the emptiness

as seems like water filling up inside the head.

You see butterflies in dreams so you are preferring,

to be happy, it might be healthy.

White velvet; curtains and carpets

just running round & round in circles

thinking nothing -

While roaming around the stairs

sometimes, every corner seems so thoughtless

the blankness keeps repeating

as if you're falling down from a building, slowly.

Appears a fog in front of the eyes, as a blind fold

and then it gets hard to see anything until the disaparition.

You can tell about lonely places

where sun never shines its rays

but prefer if others walk by

Cause you think that's how

maybe they will be safe, a little longer

Then it's time to end the game.

People like people

people tend to love everybody.

Killing time in someone's life, like a hobby

or their favorite art destination.

Thoughtless heads are more like lights

it doesn't think or feel

like it's numb for a few minutes

few minutes can & also can not be forever sometime.

All the pain in your mind

got you trapped in thoughts that you can't escape

Questions is: why you miss the moments?

why?

But for the answers you're so thoughtless.

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This poem is specially dedicated to @kra_gl_e for giving me the title of the poem, and for them who goes through or going through a writer's block.

keep writing & reading my awesome humans. x

-All <3

Annie