Otaku's dream-Ouren High School host Club edition ^^

Shiro's secret

Kauro's POV

'A CRYBABY!?' It was the first thought that came to my mind as I heard what Kuroko whisperd. I looked over at Hikaru, he was chuckling at my angry face. We stood up there having an argument using only our faces. It wasn't serious and in the end we went into the room, as I opened the door I said

"Yeah, yeah, call me a crybaby..." As I held my hands behind my head. They both turned towards us.

"How much did you hear!?" They said, their voices scared and they sounded like one.

"Oh, we heard from around 'No, please don't!' Or something like that..." We said. Sitting down on their bed as they both blushed. "So, who was that? Your mom? Family problems? It's normal..." They, for some reason did everything at the same time, the took a zip from

The glass on the table and Kuroko lied back down in bed with a deep sign.

I watched as Shiro stood up from the bed, and left the room, leaving only Kuroko there. She kept sillent, looking at the door.

She signed, "I don't wanna talk about it. And I don't think you are going to see Shiro in a while..." I looked confused at her.

"Why is that?" I asked, a bit scared.

"Go ask her, you should find her if your quick." She said, I stood up and hurried out the door, I heard Kuroko wish me good luck as the door closed.

So I left Hikaru in the hospital room with Kuroko, as I went looking for Shiro. I heard a crying sign from a hallway were the lights were out. There was a short line of chairs against a wall and a broken mirror over a small sink. I followed the sound and saw the head of someone. But it was dark down the hallway, due to the missing lights.

I saw the person wiping some tears and stepped closer, moving silently. I walked a little bit closer and saw the girl holding a razor blade. I stood in front of her now and bowed my head down. I felt my jaw drop as I saw her left hand was cover in fresh scars.

I most have made some kind of gasp, cuz she suddenly looked up and his her hand and the blade. It took me a moment to realise it was Shiro, I had only seen her with a smile, after all. I started to wonder why the heck Kuroko wasn't here to support her.

She tried to hide her face agen, I understood something was wrong, so I sat down beside her and asked what was wrong. She just shaked her head slowly and kept silent.

"Please tell me...?" I asked, trying to comfort her. She shook her head once agen and dropped it back down on her knees. I put my hand around her shoulders as I saw them shake. "Its going to be okay..." I mumbeld, hoping to make her feel better.

Shiro started to mumble somthing, and I had to listen closely to understand what she said. "M-my mother...wants me to...m-m-marry some g-guy I'v never m-met." I often thought that familiy problems like these were commen, but it seems I never realised how badly it can affect people. I sat closer and she leaned her head on my shoulder. I was a little shocked by her action.

"You're so kind..." she mumbeld. "Kuroko knows im doing this, but...well, atleast I think she does. I'v been trying to hide it thought..." she mumbeld as she dryed her tears. "Sometimes I wouldent come home for days,,," she said with a forced smiled. "Only becaouse I was waiting for...them to heal before I came back... so she woudent worry..." she mumbeld the last sentence, with yet another fake smile. I felt my jaw drop agen and quickly closed it.

"Are you sure that's the right thing to do?" I asked. She just said she didn't want Kuroko to worry about her, I asked her why. She was her sister after all. So, shouldent she worry?

Shiro's POV

I coulden't feel the pain from the scars, I only felt it for the short moment after i cut them. It made me feel, just a little bit alive. I held the razor blade in one of my hands, Kaoru sat beside me, I had my head leaning on him, he was warm, And I felt myself get colder and codler, and dizzy. I felt dead. I looked at the razor blade. I wanted to feel alive agen. I hid it from Kaoru as I did it and cut over my pulse. I felt very alive, for a secound. But then the secound was over. and I felt even more dead, and more dizzy. I tried to stand up. I heard a distant voice, but I had no idea what i said. I couldent feel my legs, but i saw the floor coming closer. It was as if everything was moving in slow motion.

I woke up in another room for the first time, it was still the hospital. I looked at my wound. It had a bandage on it. I remeberd it was the one i cut, and soon the memories of me cutting m pulse came to me. I'v never been that close before. I looked around and saw Kauro sleeping in a chair. I tried to stand up, but got incredebly dizzy. I fell back down into the bad and stared at Kauro. 'I wish he was the one my mother wanted me to marry..' I thought to myself. I took a moment to realise what I was thinking. I was shocked by my thought, and let out a small yelp, and Kauro opend his eyes.

"Hey you alright?" he said, looking frindly at me. I nodded and forced yet another smile. "You dont have to force it." he said, and i imidetly stopped smiling. Then came this akward sillence, He broke it by telling me i had been sleeping for about two hours, and that I needed more blood in my body. I had heard it before. My body already had blood problems anyway, and it didn't help with the cutting. But I just felt soo...dead.

"Why aren't I in the same room as last time?" I asked, curiously. "Well, you diden't want Kuroko to find out, right?" he asked me, with a charming smile. I blushed slightly and nodded.

He told me he would go get something to drink. "And im taking this with me. " he said, showing me the razor blade. I nodded, I knew he was worried. I sat there, staring out the window, it was getting dark, and the moon had already came up. A lot had been happening today. As I sat there, I staretd to sing.

"I know you're somewere out there, somewere far away, I want you back, I want you back. My neigburs think im crazy, but they don't understand, you're all I have, You're all I have. At night when the stars light up my room, i sit my myself, talking to the moon. Try to get to you..." I diden't realise Kauro walked into the room and continued to sing, I only noticed at the end of the song and turned bright red.

"Wow" he said, "Your voice is beautifull!" he gasped. I think the color went even more viseble, so I hid under my blankets. "Dont lie..." I mumbeld, "I know it's horrible. You dont have to lie to make me feel better..." I heard him walk towards the bed and sit down on the side of it.

"You want your drink?" he asked. I slipped my hand out and felt his hand take mine. He cearfully, yet quickly dragged me out from under the blankets. "I'm not lying." he said, as his face got way to close to mine.