Coming Home

Chapter Six

~A few days later~

I woke up to a bright white in a bright white room. It stunk of disinfectant. It smelt too clean. I blinked a few times as my senses all came back into focus. There were figures around me, intimidating. All looking down on me making me feel so small. Finally, I realised it was The Tide and The Vamps, I reached up and hugged the closest person who just happened to be Levi.

"Belle you're awake; we were so worried."

"Why? What happened?"

"You were found unconscious on the pavement a few miles from the O2. We postponed our upcoming shows, we were so worried. Especially Brad," James trailed off. I looked next to me to see him passed out with tear stains.

"He hasn't left, he's barely slept. He's been here crying. He loves you Belle, more then you know. He cares about you; he blames himself for this. What happened?" tears started trickling down my face.

"He found my laxatives and weight loss pills," I took a deep breath, "he was concerned about my weight, I barely eat and when I do I throw it up or take laxatives. I try and burn all the calories I consume and more if I can. He questioned me about it, I ran out and have been avoiding him. I'm so fat I can't have anyone force me to eat I can't get fatter," I broke down in tears. Suddenly someone pulled me into their arms. There arms were safe and warm. I felt at home. I buried my head into the crook of his neck as I cried. After a minute I heard everyone leave.

"You're not fat. You're stunningly beautiful. I love everything about you but please start eating. Please stop taking those pills and throwing up. I love you too much to lose you. I can't lose you. You're all I have. I don't know what I would do without you. you're my everything," he was in tears too. He made me cry more.

"I love you more," I smashed my lips onto his. It shocked him at first but then he kissed back before I broke us apart. I rested my forehead on his as I stared into his chocolate brown orbs. "Please get me out of here."

"I'll try," he then pulled Levi in the room before walking out.

"Hey Belle."

"Hey vampire," I smiled.

"Will you try and get better?"

"Yeah."

"Yay! Mom Belle is going to get better. Thank you. If you need anything I'll always be here for you."

"And I'll always be there for you."

"Thank you," then Levi came and hugged me. Once we came apart a doctor looking person and Brad walked in.

"Hi Miss Jackson, so you have diagnosed you with a mix of bulimia and anorexia nervosa. At your request you are allowed to leave but you are required to go to check ups and therapy sessions, and we have been alerted to your touring so as long as you are in England go to a session just email me where you are and ill set it up. Here are the dates of the sessions you need and my email. Just go to reception and sign out."

"Yes," I cheered as she walked out the room.

"Are you going to go to therapy?" Levi asked.

"No, who needs therapy when you have All Time Low and everyone on this tour," I shrugged as I changed into my clothes and signed out the hospital.