Prologue

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I walked up to his door and knocked. I was mad, but I wanted to give him a chance to explain. He open the door and let me in.

I walked into the living room with him following behind. I sat down and put my head in my hands. He sat down next to me and put his hand on my back, but I moved away from his touch. He gave me a confused look.

"What's wrong, love?" Harry asked. I shook my head as I tried to keep the tears from falling. I went to speak but the lump in my throat prevented me from doing so. I took out my phone and went to what brought me here.

Once I found it I passed my phone to Harry. When he saw what was on the screen, his eyes went wide. By then, the lump had gone away enough for me to speak.

"I saw this and I got upset about it, but realized I didn't know the full story. I came here to give you a chance to explain before I listened to what everyone else is saying," I said softly, almost at a whisper tone. I lifted my head and looked at him.

"Oh," is all he said. That made me angry again. Really! All he has to say is oh! Are you serious?! At this point I was standing full of anger.

"Oh? All you have to say is oh? I give you a chance to explain and all you say is 'Oh'? I can't believe you!" I shouted, my tone slowly getting louder. Now he was mad. He stood in front of me with tears in the corner of his eyes.

"What do you want from me? What do you want me to say?" he asked equally as loud as I was just a moment ago. I felt the tears coming, but I blinked them back.

"I want the truth, Harry! That's all I want is the truth!" I yelled back, "Is that to much to ask for?" I whispered the last part. He's face instantly fell. He looked to be on the verge of tears, as was I.

He shook his head and sat back down. I stayed standing waiting for an explanation when finally I got one.

"They made me. I didn't want to hurt you, but they made me do it. I'm so sorry Alyssa. I truly am," he said silently letting the tears stream down his face.

"How could you? How could you just forget all we have, throw it all away for what? More publicity? I can't believe you," I said as a tear slid down my cheek.

"I had to. Management made me do it," he said looking at me. I shook my head. I was tired of holding the tears back. They slid down one by one.

"No one can make you do something, Harry. You do what you do because you choose to. No one controls the things you do but you. Don't put the blame on someone else," I said as I wiped my cheeks.

"I'm so sorry," he sobbed. I grabbed my phone and headed towards the door, but before I could go Harry grabbed my arm. "Please don't go," he told me.

I got my arm out of his grasped and wiped my tears again. "I knew dating you was going to get me hurt in the end."

More tears streamed down his face as I said this. "Don't say that. You don't mean that," he spoke softly.

"I wish I didn't, but honestly Harry, I do. I had a feeling and I guess I should have listened to it. I'm sorry, but..." I started to say but he cut me off.

"Please don't say it. Give me another chance," he begged. I laughed a sarcastic laugh.

"Why, so I can get hurt again? I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore. Bye Harry," I said getting ready to leave. Before I did, I unclasped the chain around my neck. "Here. Take this because it's nothing, but a lie," I whispered as I placed the necklace he once gave me in the palm of his hand.

I quickly left, not giving him a chance to speak. As I took a step outside it started to rain. This day just couldn't get any better.

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