Erice and I are doing great. I enjoy being with her. My day wouldn't be complete without seeing her smiles, her laughs, her being herself.
I love her and I can't lose her. Losing her means losing myself. She means a lot to me. She's my everything.
It's just that, I couldn't express it verbally like what she always does. I often see her bothered, I asked her why and the answer I always get from her is 'nothing'.
I know it's something, I want to know it but I have to give her privacy. Maybe someday, she can tell me.
I don't want to be so intrusive, she might get irritated, and it may ruin our relationship. I know nobody's perfect but I'm trying to be, for our relationship.
I'm not sure on how should a couple act, but I don't care. We love each other, that's all that matters.
But the problem is, I can't go with her most of the time, especially when she calls me due to my hectic schedule.
I feel like a useless boyfriend to her whenever these matters happen but I know she can understand, she will understand.
Everyday is just a typical day. Nothing's new...well until this night comes. October 27, 2016, 1:40 PM, when I lost everything.
"Pst! Van, wake up!"
"Wake up!"
My dreams were ruined when I heard a voice calling my name. I blinked my eyes a couple of times.
My eyes widened. I was shocked 'cause I thought my dreams became real.
"Erice? What are you doing here? And, how did you get in here?"
"I broke into your window."
"What? That's crazy!" I said while laughing a bit.
"I know."
"So, why are you here?"
"Come with me." I followed her.
"Wait, why?" I asked as she went near the window.
"Just stop asking okay, do what I say." I closed the window.
"Wait, you gotta explain. What's going on your mind?" She sighed and looked straight into my eyes.
She held my face. My heart is beating so fast. This is what I always feel when she's near me like this.
"We are going to escape from all our problems tonight."
"This night?" She nodded "this midnight?" She nodded again. "Are you kidding me?"
"No, I'm not kidding."
"But, Erice..."
"Come on, Van. It's gonna be fun! Just please this one night? Spend your time with me. Give me your time. You know I always understand you but please...just tonight?"
I sighed heavily. "Look, Erice, I want to go but-"
"But you can't?"
Her statement made me stop. I felt something on my chest while staring at her eyes.
"Why?"
"Because...my family and I are going to have a dinner tomorrow."
"A family dinner? Can't you just excuse yourself?"
"No I can't, everything is well planned and I can't just change it."
There's nothing I can hear but the strong wind. And there's nothing I can see but her cold stares, her cold eyes, her cold smiles in a cold night.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Night Of Agony {WGFIL Fan Fic}
Fanfiction"Erice, you do understand me right?" I asked as she was about to leave through the window. "What? Yeah, I understand that, that family dinner of yours is more important than me." "Come on! Just because of that, you're acting like--" "Not just becaus...