The Night Of Agony {WGFIL Fan Fic}

"Erice, you do understand me right?" I asked as she was about to leave through the window.
"What? Yeah, I understand that, that family dinner of yours is more important than me."
"Come on! Just because of that, you're acting like--"
"Not just because of that, Van! Not just because of your family dinner. Your friends, your fans, your schedules, you have a lot to prioritize that you forget about me. I feel like, I'm the least important person in your life."
That last statement of hers made my world stop. I can hear nothing, I can't see anything but her being upset.
Kung alam mo lang Erice, kung alam mo lang...
If I could just say it but I can't 'cause I don't know how to express what I feel.
"What can I do to make it up to you?"
"Nothing, just don't give any clues to anyone where I am. Don't tell anyone that I've been here, and forget that I was here. Do it if you don't want us to break up."
I held her hand tightly, and I stared straight into her eyes asking her not to leave, but she pulled her hand out of mine.
That was the moment I regret, letting her go, choosing the wrong choice in a situation that can never be turned back.
If I only had the courage to stop her, I wouldn't be standing all alone. I'll still have her in my arms, happily dreaming about our future.
But now she's gone, and I know I can never turn back time.
Where are you now Erice?
Where are you?