I'm No Saint

Chapter One

Beep, beep, beep. Is the sound I wake up to telling me it's time for all the hell in the world to begin. I tiredly got out of bed. Feeling defeated I turned on the shower water making sure it was on the right temperature. I look in the mirror of my huge bathroom and stared at myself. I looked into my own eyes and almost burst into tears. I see the same broken girl I have been seeing for the past 6 months in this very mirror. The girl that wants to end her own life to stop the misery. It soon started clouding away in cause of the steam from the shower water fogging it up. That was my cue to get in. After getting out the shower I walk into my room debating on what to wear. Then came to the fact that no mater what I put on I'd always get put down. So I go with a bleached pair of skinny jeans, a red polo with the white polo sign, and my Red and white 5s. After leathering my skin with my bath and body works lotion I put on my bra and panties and then my outfit. Going into the bathroom I see that the mirror is no longer fogged and tried my best not to look in it as I brushed my teeth. Finishing brushing my teeth I put my hair into a sloppy bun the usual. Walking down the stairs I see my brothers & sisters sitting eating. "Finally your done. We're ready to go" my brother Shaun said. Shrugging I walk to the island and pick up an apple walking out the kitchen towards the door seeing my mom coming down the stairs. " Bye mommy, I'll stop by the shop after practice today. I love you" I say to her. "Ok dear if your to tired come home and rest I'll be able to handle it for the day. Love you too honey." Grabbing the key to the Benz tossing them to Shaun. We exited the house. Pulling out the driveway with all 4 siblings in the car Shaun turns up the music to drown out some of the tension. Arriving at school I scan the parking lot and finally spot my only 2 friends standing with Shaun's homeboys. Slowly walking behind Shaun I feel someone grab me by my bun. Turning around slowly I elbow them in the throat and watch the fall clutching onto their throat. As I study the person features I see it was the person who bullies me everyday. Amanda. My eyes grow big and I hurriedly walk away before anyone notices. I just fucked up. Real bad and I hope she doesn't say anything. " Cyiona" I hear someone call out angrily. I look around in search of who I pissed off without doing anything and see it's Madison marching towards me. " What the fuck did you just do. You just started something we've avoided since school started 6 months ago." Feeling ashamed I look up at her and study her face. I see not one ounce of anger instead I see a look of fear and worry. " Look I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean to, but it was a reaction to getting my hair pulled. I didn't know it was her it was just me doing something I haven't done in awhile. Defending myself." She looks at my face and signs " Whatever but you have to stay by Shaun and his friends all day or at least with one of them." I gave her a look saying before saying " Hell no!" And simply walk towards the group. As I approach I feel eyes on me. I look and see its Sabaston omg he's sooo fine 😩 to bad he won't give me the time of day.
*** Bbbiiinnngg***
Finally the bell rings Letting us know we have 6 minutes to get to class. I scurry through the halls with my head hung low to keep a low profile. I get to my locker and hurriedly put my combination in. I grab my books and rush to class. But just my luck I numb into someone I hurriedly scrambled up my belongings and continued to rush to class. "My bad shorty" I hear behind me, ignoring whoever it was I pushed the classroom door open and took a seat on the far end and put my head down. Soon the class started to fill in and I hear the voices of my peers talking until the bell ring. "Hello class," my reading teacher started "we'll be doing a project based off of the American Dream. You and whomever your partner is to be will research facts and events that occurred to have an impact on the American dream. Along with that you will have to complete a slide show of the timeline of history starting at 1930s up to modern day. Your essay must consist of at least 2,000 words and your slide show...." she was cut off by the door opening and the principal walking in with some thug ass boy following behind. Everyone's eye darted to the door and you can hear the girls in the class whispering and the niggas mugging him. "Sorry to interrupt your class Ms. Jones but this here is our new student that just transferred here from California." Mr.Bawn said stepping to the side as the new student stepped up. "Please introduce yourself to the class" Ms. Jones inquired. He nodded his head and turned facing us you could hear the whispers get louder and Tamaya one of the well known hoes of the school say " Gahhdamn you fine as hell, I'd love to get a piece of you." The whole class erupted in laughter while I laid back in my seat getting more comfortable shaking my head at this hoe. New boy laughed and licked his lips. " Aight. Wassup," he started as I reached for my headphones and phone to listen to music figuring this was going to be awhile "my names Treyvon Carter." He continued but I cut the rest of his words off by putting in my headphones. They continued talking and introducing him so I closed my eyes. I felt eyes on me minutes later I open my right eye and see everyone staring at me I Take out an earphone whisper yes not liking being the center of attention. "Well Ms. Love while you were off into your own world..." Mr.Bawn Started I rolled my eyes and sighed heavily while tuning him out until I heard "show Mr.Cater around" I leaned forward and glanced at Mr.Bawn "Do I have a choice?" I questioned him " No, no you do not. You are the one I said needs to do it so unfortunately you have to Ms.Love" I rolled my eyes again Irritated to the max. Fuck my life dawg. Poking my to my cheek I nod my head and say "Aight" still pissed I have too. Finally he walks out the room and I stick my earphones back in and put my head down as Ms. Jones continued talking. Slowly falling asleep. But being awoken by feeling someone brush past me brutally. Now completely pissed I hop up and look At who it was. "Yo watch where the fuck You Going" I Said angrily not giving a fuck who it was. I see It's Amanda and I laughed as did she " Bitch you grew some balls today I see Say Something Else and I'll beat yo ole perfect ass" completely fed up I laugh and look around seeing all eyes on us. Not being able to back out nor wanting to I challenged her "Feeling froggy? Well bitch leap" I said with a smirk. She looked at me and looked around then looked at me and swung. Ducking down causing her to miss the punch but she quickly yanked me by the hair. I drawled Back and punched her right between the eyes causing her to let go of my hair punch me I quickly stood all the way up and just went crazy. Punches After punches after punches I released all the pent Up anger that she's caused me on her. I feel someone muscular arm wrap around my waist once we fell to the ground. Still seeing all red I continued punching, choking, slapping, scratching, and pulling her hair. Then I feel myself being yanked off her forcefully. Pissed Off at The Person who stopped me I tried punching and kicking him too. "Aye ma, calm down it ain't worth it baby girl." Hearing someone other than my daddy calling me that i calmed down and came back to reality just in time to see Amanda charging for me. I lifted my foot and kicked her in the face causing her to fall to the ground. Being carried out of the classroom and to the office I sit there realizing I done fucked Up big time. I start to feel bad for myself realizing what I done started. Hearing the principal call me into his office I drag myself there and told him what happened. Me not getting in any trouble before this and being a good student I Was let off with a warning and able to go back to class. Exiting his office I See Amanda sitting in the chair waiting with several bald spots, scratches, and a lot of blood covering her. I Look and see how bad I fucked Her up. I Was always told not to fight unless absolutely needed because my father says my hand are lethal. This situation escalated to the extreme and I should've held my anger in Like I usually do.

*** Treyvon****
Damn Cy fucked Shorty up, I wonder if she remembers me? Imma have to remember to talk to her later about the shit that happened. Because I could've sworn she's not suppose to fight 😕. Shrugging the feeling off I went back to class and yet again I got stares from all these thirsty ass hoes. Little do they know I only want Cy crazy ass she's part of the reason I came Back.

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Ok, it's a start at least 😂🤦🏽‍♀️. I'll try to be more faithful with my words. But this is just a filler to get the story going. 😉

Treyvon Carter Character- Lucas Coly
Amanda Downfall Character- Lauren London
Shaun Love Character- Diggy Simons
Cy'iona Love Character- India Westbrook
Ms. Jones Character- Taraji P. Henson
Mr. Bawn Character- Tyrese Gibson
Cy's Mom Character- Grace Gealey