I lay there staring at the blank ceiling, deep into thought. I can't get my mind off of her. She's so perfect. A knock at my door startles me causing me to jump. "What do you want Jamie?" I say with an aggressive voice. Jamie is my twin brother, everyone says we look alike but I honestly don't see it. "Zoe, mom wants you to go to bed." I sigh. Jamie closes the door, I look around and see the clock. 10:39. Just 10 more hours until I see Amanda, I think happily to myself. Amanda is gay, but I don't know if I'm ready to come out to her. I know, it's really dumb but I just get so nervous thinking and talking to her. Yes, we've known each other since 6th grade, we are now sophomores in highschool. I wish I could avoid it all, it sucks falling for your best friend, and if you tell them you like them, you could ruin it all. I don't want to risk it. I pull the blankets up and put in my headphones. Troye Sivan started playing so I grinned a little and drifted to sleep, thinking of her.
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Broken; || AmandaChronicles FanFiction
FanfictionZoe is a lost person trying to find guidance. Her best friend, Amanda, is drifting away from her, but little does Amanda know, Zoe has mad feelings for her. Zoe struggles with depression, she may look like the happiest person but if you were in her...