I'm In Love With a Criminal?

Shot With a Bullet Not With Love? The End?

As he told me where he was he couldn't keep the phone on hold he hung up. I wondered how he got out here and what had happened to him so as I paid attention to the sidewalk like he said I saw a guy laying on the ground bleeding to death and he looked like Aaron? Turns out that it was Aaron he was shot in the arm and I had to carry him to my car? I Asked how he got shot and he said someone came up to him and shot him in the arm. I told him that I would get him to the hospital quickly and which it was just around the corner. As he went to the emergency room and  they told me to stay here? I wanted to see how bad it was I mean after all he is like a boyfriend to me, after Hours and hours and hours of waiting they finally told me I could come in and see him? it was eight in the morning and I didn't care if I didn't get any sleep? he was more important so as I walked in to see him he was kind of sleep and kind of woke, as I told him hi he grabbed my hand and said I love you, I thought he was about to die but he just was on sleeping medication? he really didn't remember me and he kept on saying random words like , poptart, and sweet potatoes? I was laughing at him and I went in for a hug  and a kiss. I had to wait until the medication wore off to talk to him for real  but it took hours? after he got some sleep he finally talked normal again and he remembered me  he wanted a kiss from me and told me that everything would change now? I asked what does that mean and he told me that he was going to try and get his wife back and stay with her? I was kind of heart broken and yet mad but I knew he was in pain so I didn't stress it. he told me that he was going to jail but I didn't understand why? I mean he didn't do anything to hurt me or anyone right? He told me that he had murder someone before he started dating me and that he was sorry he didn't tell me and that's why the police tried to capture him. I felt lied to and all I could say was that I'm sorry about that and I wish we could be together. I kissed him on the lips hugged him for the last time and left waving goodbye. As I was walking out the hospital  I seen his wife walk through the hospital right next to me? she looked busy and focused. As I kept walking I ran to my car crying from pain and heart break? I just wish that I could've dated her husband but I can't and now it's too late for me to even try. When I got home  my father was there looking out the window?  he asked where I was and all I said was I'm sorry and I gave him a hug? he asked and I told him the story no holding back I told him everything but don't get me wrong I still love him it's just that he loves someone else more than me. Even the little ones crying for Aaron to come back to us, my dad started yelling at me and then he started saying  things like, ( how could  you have sex with a ungrateful, dumb idiot like him) I told him that he  got shot and he took his words back? he apologized and then asked if  i could ever forgive him for saying all that? for now I'm gonna have to but the next time I don't think so. I told him about how his arm will heal and he said that's fine sweetie and then he walked up to his room.