Go ahead and try (Book two) (Ben DrownedXLink Fanfic)

Chapter 11

FUUUUCCKK I had like, half the fucking story written and my shit computer decided to STOP RESPONDING so the whole chapter was lost. -_-

(I don't write my chapters in Word docs and stuff though I really should... XD)

Anywho,

yeah, heres the chapter

Remind me to hit save after every like... WORD XD

enjoy

also, cause this story is so popular, I might be making a book trailer. I either am gonna get costumes or make some. :P

also, I got LOZ link between world for christmas. omg best gift ever! XD

-Rin

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(Links POV)

I woke up in an all white room. Was I dead? no, I couldn't be. The faint sound of beeping rang in my ears. My vision began to focus more. There was machines all around me. I was on a bed. There were two chairs across the room and a plant in between them. To my left was a white door and to my right was a window overlooking Hyrule. There was an IV in my arm and my hand and wrist were all wrapped up. I was wearing a hospital gown and a blanket covered from my waist down. The door opened and a woman walked in. "oh, you're awake! How do you feel?" "dizzy..." I said, sitting up slowly.  She chuckled slightly "what happened?" I ask, hazily. "oh, sweetie, your friend brought you here. You had blacked out after seemingly harming yourself." it all hit me like a punch.

I, had cut, too deep.

(Bens POV)

The breeze blew through my hair, it was chilly afqinst my bare arms but I didnt mind. I took a long drag from the ciggarette and relaxed myself a bit. why cant I love him? why is it so fucking wrong to love him. a single tear rolled down my cheek and I wiped it away. fall was slowly turning to winter.

there was slow footsteps aproching me. "ben..." it was zelda. my eyes darted over to her but I didnt turn to look at her. instead, I took another drag from my ciggarette. "um.. I was asked to give you this... can you please talk to me?" she handed me an envolope. I took it and my name was prjnted on the front with perfect calligraphy... links writing. I looked up at zelda. she looked bqck at me and then looked away. holing the cig in between my teeth, I opened the  letter.

Hey Ben,

uh... so, I cant text you anymore so I thought id write you a letter. I miss you ben.... I dont care if you dont want to speak to me ever again, all I ask is for a simple explination. im in the hosoital right now. long story short, I cut too deep. my heart hurts ben... please visit.... at leasf so toh can give me an explination.

sincerly,

Link

the way he signed his name made my stomach do backflips. he cut.... its my fault, I know it. dammit, im so stupid! I read ir again, and again, and again, until I found myself crying. Zelda kneeled next to me and put her arm around me. "im so fucking stupid zelda..." "ben dont say that" "no, dont tell me im wrong, if I hqdnt have kissed him that day, I dont give two fucks if it was a year ago, if that little fucking kiss didnt happen, neither me nor him would be in this mess right now. its not my fucking fault MS cares about nothing but himself! Im gonna kill him..again.... IM A MONSTER XPZELDA A FUCKINF STUPID MOSTER AND IM SORRY FOR THAT!" "your telling all this to the wrong person ben, come in, I think tou should telk that to the boy who reallt wants to know." I nodded and she took my hand. we left to go visit link.

(Links POV)

I sat there on the bed, staring at the poster on the wall. the door clicked open and mt head turned to the side out of reflex. the nurse poked her head in. "Link! you have a visotor!" oh perfect.... she left and I turned mt attention back to the poster. sighing, I heard footsteps walk over to me. I looked over at the person and then immediatly sat up. "im so fucking sorry..." before even another word was uttered from either of us, his lips were pressed against mine. I was suprised at first but kissed him back. his warm lips sending shivers down my spine. they tasted like ciggarettes and smoke.. they tasted like ben. I liked that. he pulled away slowly and I cojld see the pure sadness in his eyes. "im sorry.... so mother fucking sorry. its hard for me link, gettig thrown around like some sort of toy. first im here then there... " I silenced him. "its okay ben..." "no its not link, I know im the reason your here... I know im the reason tou cut link.. please dont try to lie"

...silence.... pure silence filled the room. I felt guilty cause he was right. that was the truth. I was here because of him... he backed uo from me, "im leaving... you got your explination now goodbye. im sorry Im such a pain link... just.... I ca t do this link... im sorry.... dont think about me link, it ends now. this pain ends right now. goodbye link, see you around I guess..." he didnt give me a chance to respond. the door clicked shut and I was left alone, once again, in pure, silence...

ben, had literally, just broken up with me...

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sorry for the sad cliffhanger, ill update again soon! trust me guys,  no spoilers, but it WILL get better.

see you in the next update!

-Rin