Half a Heart

Still the flashback

STILL FLASHBACK

Well, I didn't like that. But in a strange way I did. So she showed me her house, and I was like Ehm, I already know where you live..? "Yeah, I know. But I wanted to show you it on our first date." She smirked. I felt how much I smiled. It was actually pretty cute of her.

We walked inside, and I walked to the sofa, and i though of the movie, but obviously she thought of the.. you know. "Wow, you wanna go fast, huh?" she said and giggled. "Yeah, I like movies haha" I said to make sure she understand that I didn't want to do IT tonight. "Yeah, of course, the movie.." she said with a sad voice.

We watched the notebook. I liked it, but I didn't say is 'cause that would be a liiiiiiitle bit girly.

After the movie she cuddled up to me and in a strange way I liked it. I liked that someone actually loved me. I had never really felt that kind of love before. I had never even had a girlfriend. I had never had my first kiss until the prom. And yeah.. I have never done.. that… if you know what I mean. And I didn't plan on doing it tonight either. But she sure did.

She started kissing me, and i didn't know why but I just looked at her and than she stopped. "Whats wrong?" she asked, and i secretly planned that i would run out of the hour but as soon as i looked back on her, she started again.

D*mn she was desperate.

She tried to undress me. I said stop but she didn't.

I woke up the next day in her bed and I asked her if we did anything. we took some drinks at the prom so i didn't really remembered.

"Oh Nialler, yes we did. and you where great!" she said. ugh, she's disgusting.

That was the last thing she said before I walked out.

I walked-run to my car and started driving. when I came home, I took up my phone and texted Steff.

>>Me<<

Hi steff, wanna come to my place? I know your with Liam, But pleaaaase! For me? xx

>>Steffanie<<

Sure Nialler, Liam had to go anyways xx

And just 10 minutes after thad, she knocked on my door. It was a little awkward at first, i mean, I know she had a crush on me and I actually think that I have a thing for her to. I had never noticed her beautiful green eyes. But what, what? she is your friend, not your girlfriend! But i sure wanted to call her mine.