Let me bite you ·yoonseok·

Chapter 2

*Hoseok's POV*

Ever since I transformed I only did a few things which were travelling, learning new cultures and languages and collect water bottle labels.

It's incredible how much you can do when you don't have to sleep. At first I had to control myself because I didn't want to experience everything all at once, if I did so later on I would have nothing new to try.

I've travelled so much I lost count of how many countries I've been to.

My transformation was over three hundred years ago and I'm still not used to the "kill in order to get food" thing, nonetheless I have to do it to survive.

At first killing human beings was fun, but now I clearly see that's not fun or acceptable. Even people from my species think it's erroneous to murder humans, so the first thing I always do when I'm in a new place is to make sure is that it is close to a space in which I can haunt.

That's what I will be doing in a few hours, when it gets darker.

As for now I think I'll visit my parents. I reason for a moment and then grab my coat, my phone and wallet and start my walk towards the cemetery.

Apparently the cemetery was close to this fancy hotel I'm staying in, so it only took me half an hour to make it there. I was standing in front of the humongous black gates and if I still had a heart beat I know for sure it would be accelerated right now.

My eyes were watering and I knew once more I was not going to be able to visit my parents without crying.

They passed away just four years after I was bitten, and it was entirely my fault. Their death happened because they found out about my new features, I was and still am a freak, a monster, a vile creature everyone should hate and despise.

Since they found out about it, the CVO (Control Vampires Organization) had to eliminate them and so it happened. On the 18th of April they died, exactly two months after my human birthday.

All those terrible memories were coming back again but this time I know I am emotionally stable, at least just enough to not break down after I leave.

I decide to stop standing there looking at the gates while tears kept rolling down my structured face and start walking through the graveyard.

Just as I take place in front of their gravestone I fall onto my knees which just a few moments later I grab while weeping like an infant whose mother refused to buy a toy he saw on television.

A while after that a few people came in but I hadn't let it all out yet, so I just stayed on that so familiar place I had visited so many times before and I let all my tears fall and I scream until my throat hurts.

I did it until I couldn't keep going, it made me feel good to let it all out and I only did it here with my parents and all these other deceased people but still it felt amazing. I rarely show how I am really feeling therefore I treasure these moments.

It has probably been an hour already of screaming, crying and hugging my knees and I now feel as calm as ever but also deeply mournful.

"Hey mom, hey dad. How have you both been?

I've been fine but I miss you guys a lot, I just want to see your faces once more.

I want to give you one more kiss and one more hug.

I am well aware that I say the same things every time I come to talk to you but my love towards you two is eternal and it won't decrease just because you're not physically here with me.

In this last three years I've learnt a new language. What to know which language it is this time?

Well, I'm not really sure if either of you tried to guess it but I'm just going to say it anyway.

It was Portuguese, it's a lovely language. I've spent one year on Brazil and the other two in Portugal.

If you were still alive I would take you guys with me to a country you've never been in and I would show you around and we would be one big happy family.

I love you so much mom and dad, thank you for all the support you gave me when we were still together, when I wasn't a monster and both of you were still alive.

It's getting dark, I must leave to find somewhere to haunt. I promise this isn't a goodbye ok mum and dad?

Ok I'm going to leave now, I love you."

As I said those last words one last tear ran down my face but I quickly made it disappear as the back of my hand reached my cheek.

"So now I must find a place with a lot of trees and animals lets go" I murmur.

After searching for three hours straight I finally find a forest, immediately I get in there and start searching for something to feed my thirsty body with.

I walked around the area for a while and found this perfect spot in between all the trees, it had an adorable mini house and as much as I wanted to go in there I couldn't because it would kind of be invasion of private property.

If I was the owner of that adorable construction and I if found someone in there, invading my property (not really that person's property but still), I would be infuriated.

I hear a tree branch breaking and immediately recognise the shape of what broke it, a deer.

Being a monster was good when it came to haunting, in which we run even faster than lions, we have more strength than a bear and our five senses are better than ever.

So killing this deer wasn't a hard job for me. As I was about to bite my prey's neck I sensed someone close by, but I ignore it since my thirst was more intense than my curiosity of knowing who it was.

I was finally feeding myself I can feel someone's stare on me so I stop my meal to look straight ahead. The only things I could see were trees and bushes but the sensation of someone staring was still there.

I just continue my actions like I haven't realized the person's stare.

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