I'm not gonna put dates in here. They've become irrelevant. I can't. Hyung, please save me. I'm drowning. I can't achieve anything. I'm just crying silently. I'd love to say that Kyung saves me but to be honest his salvation only lasts a few hours. I did it again. The urge. I couldn't resist. The fresh wounds sting so much. I don't want to die. But death is such a sweet temptation. I am selfish to think that. I know. I really hope Hyung won't fnd this book. He always cares so much. He should worry about himself first. Today was actually quite nice. Well school was terrible. But after school..... I met Hyung. We made nicknames. I think I'll call him Kyungcumber from now on. Hehe.
Anyways. Talk to you tomorrow(?) How to say good bye to a book?
Well see u tomorrow.
-Woo Jiho
Park Kyung slowly closed the diary in disbelief
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I think y'all know where I'm going with this. I'll update the monster soon btw. Finaly back after my hiatus. Felt like forever
