I realized once again that I'm not able to handle my problems properly. Why can't I be normal? Why do I hate myself this much, why can't I be prettier, more talented and loveable? How come I'm so fucking selfish? Crying is my new hobby, I guess. Did it all night long. My parents don't even care, I don't even care. Life sucks. I'm scared Huyng will ask for something I can't give to him and my brother hyung, well he hates me. Drunken people always say the truth right? It's the fifth time he got drunken in the past three days. He won't let me help him. Gosh I'm so useless. Why can't I ever do the right thing?
-Woo Jiho
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might just die //zikyung
Fanfiction"I'm sorry but I couldn't endure this any longer."
