might just die //zikyung

nineth

Loosing Jiho hurt but knowing he could have prevented it hurt Kyung even more. He never noticed anything. How was he supposed to? His weight went up and down, he never saw any scars. But Park Kyung was able to see his scars that the glass had left. To be honest he missed them. The pain calmed him and felt familiar in this confusing time. It probably was a goid sign that he started to feel hunger again. Kyung didn't know. He just knew that it bothered him to feel that way. Slowly he got up, worried he might forgot how to walk. He reached his door, took a deep breath and hesitantly opened it. Mrs Park leaned against the wall with her eyes closed. The sight made Kyung tear up. He thought his life was ruined but now it seemed to be okay...? Lead by his hunger he made his way in to the kitchen and brought a few snacks resisting the sweet temptation of alcohol. Back in his room he realized that there actually already was food on his desk. With a much brighter mood Kyung sat down, opened a bag of chips and started to read.

Idk how but I ended up over the toilet again. Eating is so bothersome. I want to be skinny. Srsly Hyung kinda makes me jealous.

-Woo Jiho

Kyung suddenly lost his appetite and realized that life's a bitch.