Realization:such ashity word !
Hurd to pronounce and even harder to write !but when you think about it deep realization hits you hard !
Realizing that no one is out there to save u !there is no true hero such as batman with one of those fancy sexy jet black cars that even their fucking sits are more comfortable than my bed!
it started in one of those fall afternoons when it's raining and the sky is as black as your soul !lying in my bed and thinking about my past that fucking realization hit me hard!
Realized doesn't matter what the shit you do there is always some one out there to shove it hard into your ass like it's their damn business to judge !doesn't matter how hard I tried I'm not good enough for my mom I'm not good enough for HIM !
That's when it all started !
Realized who is better than some damn stranger to read my fucking shity thoughts !
So damn stranger here is my shitty thoughts !!!!
