Blank Space

You Are My Sanity

So Max and Mason has decided that everyone gather around this evening for a picnic. But everyone bailed. Why? I don't know. " I can always trust you my loyal worker."Max said chuckling. It feels like he purposely did this,like he knew they weren't coming. "As always."I said smiling. He had red wine from 1867, pasta salad, baked chicken,and some boiled red potatoes. "Wow,did you cheat your way to get this?"I said looking at him with an eyebrow arched up. "No,angel eyes. I took the time to look at the cooking channel on YouTube."Max said smiling. "No,you're lying."I said gasping. He shook his head and scooped up some pasta and fed it to me. "Mmmmmm,my favorite."I said humming peacefully. I fed him some potatoes. We laughed abit and looked into each others eyes. "You know...mr.bossman, you're not too shabby."I said shrugging abit. "Oh, really?"Max said smiling. I nodded and sipped some wine. His phone keeps going off a lot. Must be texts. He is popular. I know that. "Excuse me angel eyes."Max said answering his phone. I can tell he trusted me, more than I trusted him. I looked down and continued to sip my wine, which is absolutely delicious. "You can screw yourself!"Max shouted. Wasn't the first time I've seen him get out of character,but still shocks me. "Max?"I said slowly. He just kept on with his words. After an hour of cursing and threatening he finally hung up. "I'm so sorry Angel eyes. I didn't mean to ruin this little date here."Max said with a sigh. So it is a date. "Don't be, I rather a angry bossman as my date, than some rich nice guy."I said chuckling abit and getting up and climbing a tree. Max followed me. "You know,everything seems more peaceful up here in this tree."I said running my hand gently across the tree's rough surface..."Ow!"I hissed holding my finger, which was a bad thing. "Oh no you're hurt! Let me see."Max gasped. "It's just alittle splinter,that's all."I said shrugging. "Please let me see it. I'll fix it."Max said innocently. I never saw this side of Max before,it was different..very sentimental. I was awestruck by this side of him. "I'm okay. Really,I am."I said softly. His eyes pouring of plead and longing. I finally let him see my hand. He flashed a light on my wound and the splinter was bigger than what it was seemed to be. "Hold this please."Max said giving me the light and i took it. He looked at me for the okay and i nodded he gently but quickly took out the splinter and took a bandage from his wallet out and gently wrapped it around my finger and looked up at my starstruck face staring back. "Th-thank you Max."I said gently smiling. "Angel eyes, it's only the pleasure of mine."Max said chuckling softly. Please don't let this moment end. I wanted to kiss him for being so damn gentle and slap him for being too adorable. Oh Mr.Bossman you don't know how bad you ignite my fire. "Well Mr.Bossman thank you so much for the healing aid."I said smiling and flashing the light on the tree. "Oh my God! It's still there!"I gasped looking at the initials writing out G+M with a infinity sign next to it. "But Mikey is long gone now."I said sighing remembering my highschool sweetheart. He has this gorgeous dark brown hair just like Max's but his hair only swept over his left eye like Mason's come to think of it, It was like Mason's what a coincident. Max looked to me and smiled softly. "I remember him. He was in the same class and same world as me."Max chuckled. "What do you mean, 'same world'?"I asked as my eyes filled with curiosity. "Well, I was not so popular and he was too. We both were the geeks and the nerds, where as you we were out of your league and plus you had Mr.My My Miles all wrapped around you."Max said chuckling. "Okay,I wasn't even all that I wasn't  as popular as-Betty and Milly."I said thinking about it. Max gave me a flat look and sarcastically yawned. "Well-still I wasn't queen bee."I said looking at him. "Riiight. Says the one still to this very day who kills with her organic beauty."Max said scoffing abit. Max seemed envious. He had NO reason to be ENVIOUS or JEALOUS!  I couldn't even believe that. "Well says the bossman having the women drop to their knees left and right. Literally and metaphorically."I said arching an eyebrow with a hint of sass. "Oh,you wanna play THAT game?"Max said raising his eyebrows. I nodded and laughed a bit. "Yeah I do Mr.Bossman."I said playfully poking his shoulder. "Mmm Angel eyes you seem alittle aroused."Max said playfully as his eyes flashed with lust and playfulness. "Well might I definitely say that for you mr.Bossman."I said smirking. This escalated so much more than what I even excepted. Next Max ran his hand up my arm, I shivered with excitement. I gotta stop this. "Alright,alright you win."I said sighing in defeat. "Good girl."Max said laughing.  I climbed down and Max followed. I was still feeling the warmth of his touch. It was just so overwhelming. Max,the bossman...used his magic on ME. Wow. Now I see why those ladies can't stay away from the pain. But I have brains. "What's wrong?"Max said wrapping an arm around me. I was really discussed with him now when I think about those girls in their day old outfits crying as they walked home in the dark streets regretting their every second with him. "I won't sell my soul to the devil."I growled roughly poking his shoulder. "Wh-what are you talking about?"Max stuttered. He stutters when he lies,when he's caught doing wrong but is consistently in denial. "You can't make me into one of those one night stands. Not me. You won't ever get a chance with me Mr.Bossman!"I yelled trying to hide my hurt. "I-would never."Max said trying to keep his composure. "Just quit it already!"I said walking away. "Gin! Please don't walk away."Max begged still standing in his very spot. I looked at him and shook my head. "My parents told me not to play with fire or I'll get burned."I said walking away and getting into my car. I inhaled deeply and looked back at Max now standing there looking down I can see the pain in his face. I can't bare to look at him or go to work. I drove home feeling sick to my stomach and the urging darkness crept upon me like it always do. I got home and took off my clothes and throwing them in the trash along with my dress I had on to impress him I hated everything I now loved. I took a long warm bubble bath after I meditated. I made some pizza and watched vampire diaries to get my mind off of wanting to die. I wrote in my dairy I call my liar because it fits it better. I called over Mason I just really wanted other company. He was here way faster than I thought. "I got your message. So what did he do to you?"Mason growled. I told him everything. "I'm gonna hurt him I swear!"Mason yelled. "Mason! It's not worth it."I said grabbing his arm. He hesitated and bite his lip and looked at me. "You're right. I'm sorry I got so dramatic. It's just that you are worth WAY more than any girl I have ever saw or have dated myself."Mason said smiling. "That's so sweet."I said smiling and blushing abit. Max never said that to me. "You deserve it. You are a true goddess in human form."Mason said hugging me tightly. I really wanted to steal all his hoodies if he had any I never saw him wear anything other than his suits. "Thank you so much."I said laughing abit because of how much better he made me feel and look. We laughed,talked,and played around,and watched movies for most of the night, it was now 12:00am and he was getting his shoes and coat on. "Alright,Bonnie. I'll see you whenever you feel like coming to work."Mason said smiling and heading for the door. "Please don't leave me. I'm afraid I'll hurt myself."I said holding on to him. He looked at his keys and back at and back at his keys and then back at me. "I'll stay."Mason said softly and removing his jacket and his shoes."I really am sorry for holding you back."I said looking at him with sorrow."No,you aren't. I honestly wanted to. I have to. You need me. I need you."Mason said laying on the couch. "What do you mean?"I asked. "Exactly what I said."Mason said smiling a bit and turning to the sports channel. "I hate vampire diaries."Mason said scrunching his eyebrows up. "Oh God and I hate football."I said laughing. "You should get some rest."Mason said looking up at me. "Will you be okay?"I said putt a blanket on the coffee table for him. "Yeah,I'll just be up alittle watching T.V."Mason said gently. "You sure?"I asked softly. He nodded and I went on to bed. Four hours later I woke up remembering the sleeping beauty in my house. I walked into the living room and he was sound asleep in his wife beater looking so out of character with vampire diaries. "I hate vampire diaries."I said mocking him and looking at those huge biceps and touching his soft brown hair and then putting the blanket on him and turning the t.v. off. I went into my room and fell asleep an hour later. My bed felt warmer and safer and I snuggled closer to the blankets feeling a pair of warm buff arms around me and I turned around almost screaming seeing Mason sleeping soundly and peacefully. When did he come in here? "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare ya sleeping beauty."Mason said softly in his rough morning voice. "why are in my bed?"I said in a panicked tone. "I'm really really sorry Gin! I heard you crying in your sleep and i saw you shaking and saying stop no stop,I came in here to help you sleep better because you woke up calling me and you pulled me into your arms and feel sound sleep."Mason said brushing a piece of hair from my face. "wow. Really?"I said smiling. "Yeah, Ms.cuddles."Mason said laughing and tickling me. I relentlessly snorted and laughed and screamed. "That's what i like to hear."Mason said stopping and getting up. "Want some breakfast?"I said smiling back at him. "Sure. I'll make the pancakes!"Mason called. "I'll make the eggs and bacon."I said laughing. He so adorable. I just wanna kiss him all over his face. "I'm so glad you are better. I really was going insane last night."Mason said as he flip the pancake in the air. "I honestly really felt the same way. I got up to check on you not to mention you fell asleep watching Vampire Diaries to,but you were sound asleep."I said chuckling as I flipped the bacon. "First off I still absolutely  hate that damn show."Mason grunted. "Says the one who fell asleep with it on."I teased placing the bacon on a plate. "That's because you are my sanity."Mason sitting down and making his plate. I stared at him and he smiled back.