Blank Space

Band-aid

      Mason P.O.V
I'm gonna make her alive again. I'm gonna make it all better just like I told her. "Gin?"I said knocking on her door. "Go away."She croaked. We steady she's finally talking. It's been months since she been out. She quit the job and everything. I fired Max for fooling around on the job,the new boss,is me. "Come on out, please."I begged Gin. She didn't budge. I sighed and gave up,she came out finally. "You finally came out."I gasped hugging her tightly. She had deep dark bags under her eyes, her hair was a tangled mess,her eyes were so red. She was pale and cold, her skin was cut from the multiple cuts she inflicted on herself. I wanted to slap her for hurting herself but kiss her because I cared so deeply for her. "Gin."I whispered holding her face gently. She was dead, her eyes were hallow. "I'm here. "She said weakly. "Look at you."I whispered horrified. "Look at what's he's done to you. That bitch!"I shouted slamming my hands on the wall. I made her jump in shock. "Sorry, Gin. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you. I'm sorry I didn't protect you.  I'm sorry I left you. I'm sorry I turned away from you. I just hope for your forgiveness and for you to love me. I cannot imagine a day or second without anymore."I said now with passion, she needed to hear me, she need to be loved. She need to be fixed. "Mason."She whispered. "I hate that you have to be this way. I just want you to be alive, happy,and vibrant again. I wanna see that priceless smile,that know one can hold a candle to. Your eyes, your eyes I wanna look into them and see the fullness and happiness. Your skin, I wanna see your beautiful flawless skin. Your silky ivory skin,I wanna hold you. Can I?"I said holding her closely in my arms. I wanna love you Gin. Forever. Her Jade eyes widen and she slightly nodded. I wrapped my arms around her as she held on to me for dear life shaking,clinging on to me shirt fearing I'd leave her. "I will never leave you. I'll stay forever until you don't want me."I said softly. "I'm sorry. For everything-I lost control on how to feel about this. My heart and mind was going into a craze. I just really felt so-" "ssshhhhhhhh, it's alright. You don't have to explain yourself to me. Don't apologize to me, you should be apologizing to yourself."I said cutting her off. "I missed you Mason."She said smiling, a genuine smile for the first time in so long. I just had to smile back. She seemed to have gained her color back ringer ivory skin and life in her eyes. She's coming around,slowly. I hope.

               Normal P.O.V
I really have lately been dead and falling apart. I started to think he gave up on trying to fix me everyday. Mason, the one and only person who was always there when I was kicked down and beaten. I couldn't be more greatful for any other man besides my grandpa right now. To be honest,i was starting to feel better after three months of pain and agony. "Mason,I really missed you. It's been so long."I said inhaling a shaky deep breath. "I missed you too, Gin."Mason said softly. "Never have I ever felt so saved in my life. I'm done with crying, cutting, and being depressed over a guy who wasn't worth it all, but it wasn't just him."I said looking down. "What do you mean?"Mason asked. "Even from the time I was in elementary school when I was bullied and pushed around I never showed emotion,I've been holding all the emotions inside of me for so long, that when I did cry,I let every emotion I hide deep inside out."I said clearing my throat and looking at him as I sat on the couch. "It's okay to cry, your human it's what you do. Sometimes crying is the best answer to keep your happiness and liveliness."Mason said sitting next to me. I nodded and smiled abit. "I understand."I said getting quiet. "So vampire diaries?"Mason asked. "Yes."I said nodding. "I'm on season twenty now."Mason said smiling. "Really? You must've been doing some serious television duties."I said chuckling abit. "Yeah, I have been staying up really late just to catch up with you. I know you are on season 20 now,episode 3."Mason said chuckling. "Yeah, I stayed up late nights as well. I really love this show."I said laughing. "Yeah,this show is very intriguing. I really like watching those two vampires fight and Layla going after that poor human girl."Mason laughed. "I haven't  laughed in forever it seems let alone smile."I said laughing  again. Mason grabbed my hand gently,who would have known Mason would have turned out to be a band aid. Someone I'm falling for by the second.