Chapter 44

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*Jack’s POV*
I can't take Sofia back. It’s obvious that she is in love with Luke. I don't care if she's hurt. This happened to me before with my ex girlfriend, she said that it wasn't her fault so I took her back I thought she wasn't lying.

Hell was I wrong. The next day I see them walking hand in hand, I followed them. They stopped at some corner and I see them making out. I was furious, once she was me she dropped to the ground, she kept saying sorry, I just left and I ran back home.

I don't want it to happen again. I hope she is happy with Luke, but then again Luke doesn't know anything. Her depression, her cuts, her suicidal thoughts. WAIT! I can't leave her, god knows what she will do to herself. I'm not going to leave her.

I checked the time, it was 12 am. Wow, this day is going by quickly.

*Harry’s POV*
This day is going by slow. I want it to be 7 so I can finally take Jesy to the concert. I want to see her beautiful face.

I'm so nervous, what if she doesn't want to go back out with me? Pshhh, who am I kidding, I'm Harry Styles. Everyone loves me. Right?

Whatever I just need to calm down.

*Sofia’s POV*
I was furious I was hurt. I..I

"AHHH, DARN YOU... YOU’RE THE REASON WHY HE LEFT. I WAS HAPPY AND NOW, I’M NOT. HE WAS THE ONLY REASON WHY I DIDN'T FEEL LONELY, EMPTY AND DEPRESSED, BUT YOU RUINED THAT." I yelled.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean it. I thought he was going to forgive. I didn't mean to hurt." he said.

"That's BS. I could never be happy." I said.

"What do you mean?"

"Don't worry about it." I said.

"Look, I really am sorry. Is there anything I can do?"

"Just leave me alone. Please for now. I just can't take it anymore." I said.

"Ok." He said.

I walked out of the kitchen. I went to look for something sharp. There has to be something. I went to the store and I saw some sharpeners. I got a screwdriver and I took out the blade.

Once I finished, I went to my room, and then the bathroom. I took the blade and I put it against my wrist.

"Nothing can stop me now." I said.

I looked at the blade one more time and that's when I did it. It hurt a little, but I felt worse.

I did it again and again and again.

"STOP!!" I heard someone yell.

I dropped the blade I turned around and saw Niall. Oh no.

"W-why?" He stuttered.

"I couldn't h-help me-it." I stuttered.

"Come here." he said.

I ran up to him and I gave him a huge hug. Well, that was a bad idea and now my arm hurts. I let get of him and I looked at my arm. I had so much cuts on my arm.

"Let me wash that." said Niall.

He grabbed my arm and he put it under the water.

"Ow." I said, jumping a little.

"Sofia, can you please tell me what happened.

"Luke came into the kitchen and I was getting my breakfast. I was leaving, but then I slipped I grabbed Luke's shirt and he fell on top of me. Jack came at the wrong time. He said he didn't want to believe me and I tried explaining myself, but he didn't let me. I felt broken so I got a blade and yeah, here we are."

"Was it by accident?" he asked.

"Yes."

"Then it's not your fault and if Jack actually loved you, he would have believed you."

"You’re right."

"I know I am." he said.

I chuckled. "Thank you, Niall."

"You're welcome, princess."

"Jack said that I didn't love him. That I don't look at him the same way I look at Luke. I don't get it."

"Want to hear a story."

"Sure."

"My mother said that she thought that she had fallen in love with somebody. Until another guy named Bobby came. She looked at him in some way that she didn't even notice. It took her a while to realize that she had fallen in love with him."

"No, that can't be. I love Lu-JACK." I corrected myself.

"Whatever you say."

*****
Hey, I'm sorry again for not updating.

I'm finally on break. No more school for a week.
Merry Christmas everybody well, it’s not even Christmas, but oh well. Bye

(If I have any mistakes, tell me 😄)

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