Adopted by 1D

Chapter 33

 

*Sofia’s POV*

"Why should I?" I asked.

"Sofia, I love you and I would never hurt you."

"Lies, I don’t deserve to live because I’m pathetic and worthless. Everyone is like I love you and I would never hurt you. The comments are pathetic and I don’t need your pity. OK, I’M DONE WITH THE LIES!!" I  screamed.

Why would anyone want me? I need to end this, now.

"I’m sorry." I said.


I looked down and I counted to three. 1....2.....3

I closed my eyes and jumped. I felt myself falling onto someone’s chest. I opened my eyes and saw Jack, holding me tight.

"H-how I thought I was going to fall off."

"I got to you before you jumped." he said and his voice is shaky.

No, I WANTED TO DIE! I WANT TO DIE!!

"WHY! WHY DID YOU SAVE ME! I WANT TO DIE!" I said.

Tears streaming down my face. Why??

"I COULDN’T LOSE YOU, SOFIA. I NEED YOU, DON’T YOU SEE THAT I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU. WHY CAN’T YOU SEE THAT!?!" he yelled

Jacks eyes are now extremely red. I stood quiet. I can’t talk to him. He hurt me, everyone has. I can’t trust anybody.

"Sofia, look at me."

I turned around. I can’t look at him or else I’ll fall into his trap.

"Sofia,"


"No."

"Please." he whispered.

"I don’t know if I could trust you."

"I’m your boyfriend, Sofia. Please just hear me out."

"Fine."

"Ok, thank you. Now, Melanie came up to me and she said that she needed to give you revenge."

"Why?"

"Because you kissed her boyfriend."

"What, he kissed me! I thought she believed me! He followed me around. He grabbed my arm and smashed his lips on mine. I didn’t kiss back."

"She smashed her lips on mine too. I didn’t kiss back. I didn’t enjoy it. She is really bad at kissing."

I chuckled a little. Why would Melanie do this? We have been best friends for 7 years and yet she believes her boyfriend. I’m so stupid.

"I’m sorry."

"It’s ok, it’s not your fault. Now, let’s go before the boys freak out."

"Ok."

We got up and walked hand in hand.

 
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We finally got home. We climbed up the window. I went to the bathroom and I looked in the mirror. I jumped. I see a really ugly girl.

That’s what you are. Ugly, fat, stupid, and nobody wants you.

Oh no, the voices are back. I hate them.

That’s right, you pathetic bitch. Jack is just using you. Everyone hates you. You’re worthless. Who would want your ugly ass?

"Stop." I said.

No, now find something sharp now!!

"No!"

I said do it!!

"NO, GET AWAY FROM ME! GET OUT, PLEASE I HATE YOU, GET OUT!!!" I screamed.

Hahaha, you wish, you ugly cow!!

"STOP IT!!!"

"SOFIA, WHAT’S GOING ON IN THERE! OPEN UP!!"

"HELP!"

The door busted open.

Jack went up to me and hugged me tight.

"Shhh, I’m here."

"Get these voices out of my head!"

I was crying. I can’t. No!

Bitch, cow, fat, ugly, worthless, and piece of crap!

"Jack, I can’t. I just can’t!"

"Shhh, it’s ok."

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Hola, I know it’s a sad chapter.

Anyway, thank you, so this story is going to end soon in the next 5 chapters or so or maybe I could do more. I’ll have to see.

Love you lots xx