Rebirth: Affiliation

revain might save me ??

(Alex pov ) derek snapped out of the trance and relized I was during and he couldn't save me.i couldn't speak no matter how hard I tried it came out as a choking noise I was coughing up blood.i never knew how it would feel if I die how everyone around me would act see that's the thing about dying  most people say it hurts and some say ohh they will be better with out me or that they will say no one cares they never think how other people will feel if they die that is why we try to survive. As I sat there with aspen sucking every last drop of blood. "Derek she is going in shock do som...." said Brett my vison started to blur but the last thing I seen was derek stumbling to get down the stair case to me then he trembled right before me.
(Derek pov )
I listened to to her heavy short breaths and her fast beating heart. And her her started to slow down I panicked trying to think with all of the beating hearts with in a frantic. " alex I'm sorry and I'm not going to lose you as a friend but I want to let you know I love you as a boyfriend even though you may or may not love me back in that way. " I said then I stood up and ran up stairs to my safe and opened it I got a short sliver little pole it extended out with a push of a button with in minutes it becomes a stake  alex doesn't know that I'm willing to kill for her safety. To my left under a small cloth was a small blue bottle filled with revain it is just like wolf's bane to were wolf's but revain is only to vampires. I pour half the bottle on the pole shaking I was so nervous the thought that she might die and it was my fault I was the only one who could help and save her  the thought that ran through my head the most was she was going to die. A tear Shedd from my eye a drop of pain a drop of sororro released from my heart. I trembled and shake it was like fear had concord me. All of the sudden alexs head had fallen I had lost a piece of my heart I through the pike at aspen with full force I hoped it would stop him. It landed in his chess he started to gasp for air he started to cough. " derek why.." asked aspen be
" just because i was forced to become your alpha and your guidance and to be your friend doesn't mean you can hurt the person that I love the most and it also doesn't mean you can kill her either. " I said I was so angery.
I put my head on her chest to listen for beat but sadly there was no beat for at least a min I started to press on her chess to make it beat. Finally after five minutes I heard "huhhh" a breath from alex her heart was slowly beating. " alex I love you and since I lost you As girl friend I'm not going to lose you as a friend. "  I blurted out.