I sighed, lost in my own thoughts. Why was everything so difficult?
Was my life better before? I wish I could go back.
I'm just tired of everything. I feel like the agency is using me, for my "psychopathic" state. They know how it affects me. It pains me both physically and mentally. I get headaches afterwords, and difficulty sleeping.
The physical symptoms may seem bad, but mentally I'm a wreck. I feel like everything around me is crumbling apart. When I kill, all my morals fly out the window. Then, they build back up and seemingly attack my brain. I've committed so many horrible deeds, which I wish I could just forget.
Wallowing in my own self pity I doze off, snoring slightly as I cuddle into my bed.
Dear reader,
Sorry for the short chapters. Some stuff is happening in my life.
Sincerely,
Chihiro
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FanficPsychological repressing: A theorized psychological behavior where people make the unconscious decision to forget unwanted memories so as to reduce anxiety. But why would I forget when all I want is to remember? -------------------- Former Prince t...
