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How to Love (Jin x Namjoon fluff)

Jin's P.O.V:

It was a warm, sunny morning with a slight breeze. I was taking a walk by myself in a nearby park, which is something I do daily. These walks that I appreciated so much gave me time to think about issues and people in my life. I've been wondering about Namjoon a lot these days, he acts really suspicious around me, almost like he is uncomfortable. I certainly hope I don't make him uncomfortable. 

I was listening to my solo song "Awake", admiring my own amazing vocals. I was just starting to hum along with it myself when I heard someone shouting my name. I turned around and Namjoon was right there, reaching out for me. I was still walking backwards, not aware that I was about to walk into a busy street. I waved to Namjoon, then turned back around. I stopped dead in my tracks as a nice Porsche sped by me. I almost died, I'm so glad I didn't. 

Namjoon jogged up to me and asked if I was okay.  

"Yes, I'm alright Namjoon, thanks for asking." 

"I wouldn't have called your name if I knew it would only distract you from oncoming traffic more," He whispered. His ears were turning red, and I knew he felt bad. 

"Joonie, don't worry about it." I replied in a cute tone. I was trying to cheer him up, but I guess I only made him more uncomfortable and embarrassed. Once the signal to walk turned green, he was gone. 

Namjoon's P.O.V:

It was so hard to get his soft voice out of my head. The way he called out my name sweetly melted my heart, how the heck could our fans handle him? I was still jogging as fast as I could to get far away from him. If only I knew how to love someone, I would admit my feelings for him. 

Of course, there are always doubts. What if he doesn't feel the same way, or maybe he would like to just be friends. What if I were to make everything awkward between us, how would we keep Bangtan together if that were to happen. 

I slowed down and kept the same walking pace for about ten minutes before I got a call from Seokjin. 

"Hey Hyung." I said, I repeated myself after he asked me to speak up.

"Where did you run off to? Why don't we meet up and talk, I'm hungry!" He said, making me blush more. I wish we could go eat out together, as something much more than just friends. I want to be in an actual relationship with him, but the doubts from before came rushing back into my head. 

"I'm near the dorm, I'm not feeling good Jin. I think I'm just going to lay down or something." I replied back quickly. How could I face him with all these thoughts running through my entire brain.

"Oh, I'll get you some cold medicine, I'll see you in 20 minutes or so, get some rest!" He hung up quickly, why is he caring so much for me all of a sudden.

I was right outside of a restaurant, I wasn't anywhere near the dorms, but I had to make it back before Jin did. I hadn't realized how far I ran before he called me. 

I called for the manager to come pick me up, he asked why I wasn't at the dorm, so I lied to him as well. I'm lying so much these days it makes me feel like a bad leader. I can't even confess my own feelings.

As I was in the car, I knew the drive would be shorter than how long the walk was, but I wasn't sure how short it would be. 

"Hey, Manager-nim, how would I ask someone out? How would I tell them I love them?" I asked the manager. 

"Listen Namjoon, you better not be getting yourself into any relationships, that would be bad for your popularity and reputation. I'm not even going to answer the question!" Manager-nim seemed angry so I just nodded my head in agreement and stopped talking. I noticed another one of our company vans pull up, I knew it was Seokjin. 

I ran as fast as I could into the dorm before him, I managed to make it to my bed just in time.

Seokjin's P.O.V:

I've had feelings for Namjoon for a while now, I've just never had the balls to tell him. The way he looks at me makes me smile. When he gets embarrassed it is the cutest thing ever, probably not for him though. 

Hearing that he wasn't feeling well made me feel unhealthy too, I bought us a few snacks to share though, so he wouldn't have an empty stomach at least. I should have gotten soup to make for him, I was in a rush though. 

I walked into his room with the medicine cup already full, "Namjoon here is your medicine," I noticed he was asleep so I immediately shut my mouth. I placed the medicine down and turned around. 

I shut the door and sat down right next to him, and just listened to his steady breathing. I couldn't tell if he was faking or not, but I decided to go on with what I was going to say, hoping he was asleep. 

"Namjoon, I've had feelings for you for the longest time, and they've only gotten stronger. I don't know how to love someone, I don't know if I will be good to you if you feel the same way. I just want you to know how much I care, because I care a whole lot. Namjoon, I love you, but I can't promise you the best. I can only promise you my heart whenever you need it." I whispered quietly. When I finished talking, I kissed his forehead softly, being cautious to not wake him up.

"Jin," He whispered back. I was shocked and so embarrassed, he probably heard and understood everything I said. I got up pretending not to hear him, but he grabbed my wrist, causing me to stumble and fall right next to him on the bed. 

"Seokjin, I love you too. I can only offer you my heart and time as well, I don't exactly know how to be a good boyfriend, but I will learn for you," We stared at each other's eyes for the longest time. 

He broke the silence by kissing my gently on the lips. I kissed him back and then pulled away.

"I love you Namjoon," I whispered once more before both of us fell into a deep sleep in each other's arms.

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