I Want You (Complete!)

Doubting Him

BRIANNA  POV

You that feeling that you get when you know something bad happened?

Yea well I'm having that feeling

You know that feeling you have when you feel so alone and empty inside left?

Yea well again, I feel like that

I wonder why I feel this way.....

And I know you're wondering what was all that about that went down with jason and to be honest I don't know.  I'm like on the verge of loving jason and I'm ecstatic that I now know he loves me and all.

When he poured his heart out to me I just went blank, I didn't know what to do or say anymore and now I'm sure he doesn't want anything to do with me. Uggh I got to make this right because I want him to be my boyfriend and live our happily ever after.

"Ms. Parker how are you feeling?" Dr. Murry  asked.

"Like crap, but if you're referring to my body then I'm doing alright besides the fact that my leg hurts and feels like an elephant stepped on them." I replied in one breath.

"I was referring to your body and here take this for the pain and I'm sure your leg will stop hurting and you're mother is waiting to see you, can I send her in?" She said/asked.

"Thank you and yes" I said.

The doctor left out and in came my mother, I wonder where dad is at?.......probably at work .

"Ooooo my baby....Look at my baby. How are you doing? How are feeling? What did you do to piss jason off last night? Are you cold in here? I'm feeling a little chilly but that's alright if you are. Why didn't you tell jason that you love him too? Your father will be later, he's at work right now and----

"MOM!!!!" I yelled.

"What?"

"Stop firing questions at me gosh and to answer your questions.......I'm doing fine, I feel like an emotional wreck but my body feels alright, he called me Ms.Brianna"I Know everything" Parks while he was pouring his heart out to me and I just said that wasn't my name and he got pissed, no I'm not cold in here, I was in shock ok, and I figured dad was at work."

"What you do you mean you were shocked? Don't you supposed to be screaming and I love you and all that lovey dovey stuff?"

"Yea but.....

"Quit doubting him. That's your problem, when things start going good you start to doubt it. Then the good ain't going good no more it start to go bad. If you love him then you'll meet him in person and tell him how you feel. I know you're afraid of rejection but don't be....that boy loves you and I can tell he's changed. Players don't change....but he did...just for you. I know he won't reject you and if he do he's a fool. You better talk to him before the rest of the good that you got going make a turn for the bad."

She's right (sniff) I should do that (sniff) I hope he forgives me. I wipe my tears away and say,"......" Well nothing I don't know what to say but anyways I'm going to get you back jason because I love you and I hope you forgive me.

As I was talking to myself mom walked out of the room while leaving jason's number on the bed.

I pick up the hospital phone and dial his number. I hope he forgives me. Please god let him forgive me.

It rang and rang and rang and rang then finally,"Hello."

Do you guys think that jason will forgive her?

Do you want him to forgive her?

or

To tell her to fuck herself?

Do know that when one good thing happens something terribly bad will also happen to make it seem like that one good thing wasn't enough or doesn't matter.

Is holly pregnant?

Did they forget to use protection when they had drunken sex?

Will jason leave holly pregnant and alone to go back to brianna?

or

Will he keep both of them?

Read to find out what goes good and what goes terribly bad.

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