Joy

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Spencer

       I can't believe I have Calum again. I had the biggest crush on him as a child. I missed him so much. I hate that I can only remember how I felt and not what happened. The worst part is knowing how much I let Calum down. 4 years. 4 YEARS! I was gone for 4 fucking years and I can't remember shit about it. I hate the fucking bastard that took my life away from me. SHIT! I can't take it anymore so when Calum reminded me bout everyone I just couldn't take anymore. I just stood there and cried silently while Calum rubbed circles on my back trying to calm me down. It's just not fucking fair!    

      "Calum. You know I love you right? Thank you for not forgetting about me." I said and Calum looked a little offended. "How could I ever forget about you Spence! You were my best friend and I loved you with all my heart and still do. I had the biggest crush on you, did you know that?" He asked slightly blushing. I just shook my head. "Yeah. I was planning on asking you to be my girlfriend but I knew you didn't like me." He said completely blushing now. "I had a HUGE crush on you Calum. I was hoping you would ask me out." I said. Calum's face lit up and he hugged me and told me he would never let go again.

      We finally let go of each other and we drove to his house. I walked in and Joy came from the kitchen but stopped cold when she saw me. "Spencer! Oh my god! I thought you were gone! I knew I shouldn't have given up! Calum wouldn't let me if I wanted to. I missed you!" she said giving me a bone crushing hug and by now we were both crying our eyes out.    

      Once Joy calmed down, I explained that I couldn't remember what happened and thankfully she understood and didn't try and force me to think about what I can only imagine to be the most traumatic years of my life. That's when I realized how much I needed Calum and Joy, and everyone who never gave up.  


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