And you will never know what it's like to feel so small, so empty, so alone.
As if you are nothing!
As if you never mattered to anyone, not even yourself.
You will never know what it's like to feel useless.
Maybe you've had a sense of meaninglessness creep up in the back of your mind once or twice late at night.
Maybe you've gotten chills from over thinking your worth.
But you will never, ever, know what it's like to feel like this every single day.
It makes me what to tear my own skin apart and jump out of this person, this body, that no one wants me to be.
It makes me want to tear my hair out strand by strand and use them to sew everyone's mouths shut so i don't have to hear this bullshit anymore.
"You're not good enough"
Well fuck you!
Who are you to decide?
You have no idea what it's like to be someone like me.
Someone who feels nothing.
Someone who feels like nothing.
Someone who might as well be nothing.
And the hardest part to understand is there is absolutely nothing wrong with me.
It's all people like you.
The ones who can't grasp the idea of feeling anything less the okay.
The ones who will never
Understand.
YOU ARE READING
All Is Fair In Love And War
PoetryFeels and things. None of the poems in this book really go together. They are all written based on my feelings of the day. Some are funny, some are sad. Some are deeper than others. It all depends on the day. -xo
