In Facking Love

Chapter 39 - Again

(Thursday, July, 28th, 2016)

I walked home from work pretty late once again. Chloe, and Evan are probably still up since it's only 1 am. After slipping my phone into pocket after replying to Marshall, I looked up at the sky, and the stars looked beautiful. I wish I could spend this time with Marshall it's romantic. As I walked I hummed my current favorite song so I stayed alert, I can't risk anything happening.

"Hey mami, lemme talk to you" A random guy said, and I rolled my eyes.

"I'd rather not, I'm sorry" I said, and kept walking. I hope, and pray this doesn't turn into what I think it will. 

"You got a man, huh?" He said.

"Yes" I said, and nervously coughed.

"Well, he don't have to know what we do"

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I ran as fast as I could back to the firehouse for some help, tears streamed down my face as I ran. Running up the stairs, I busted open the door, and Bobby sat on the couch watching me like I'm crazy. Before I spoke, I caught my breath from all the running.

"I just go raped" I breathed heavily. "Again" I said, and more tears fell from hearing myself say it.

Bobby hopped off the couch, and took me downstairs in the ambulance so we'd get there quicker. It's the second time this has happened, I feel like shit. Worthless. I'm doing something wrong because, bad things just keep happening to me. Ugh.

Once I got to the hospital I was worried because of Chloe, and Evan since their still home alone. The doctors did a rape kit, and obviously found what they were looking for to give to the cops. Speaking of cops Bosco, and his partner Faith showed up, so it made it twenty times more awkward.

"Did you see what he looked like?" Bosco said angrily.

"Bosco, please.." I said trying to give him the hint that I'm still shook up.

"Everything's gonna be alright, okay?" Bosco said, and sat on the hospital bed with me, then wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I flinched from his touch, and pushed his arm off of me.

"Bos, I think it's best if you wait outside" Faith said, and Bosco walked out of the room.

"Faith he was Hispanic, brown short hair, and he had a goatee. He's gonna be hard to find with that description, I know that already" I said to Faith.

"Well, it's a start" Faith said. The doctor walked back into the room, and Faith gave us a minute. He reviewed the papers he held in his hand, and looked back at me. 

"Here's your release papers, you can go home, and rest up. You're gonna need all the rest you can get, I know for you it's been a hectic night. Well, let me stop talking so you can get home faster" The doctor said, placed the papers on the bedside table, and disappeared out of the room closing the curtain behind him.

I took the extra clothes out of my book bag, and slipped them on. There was no way I was putting back on my dirty uniform right now. After grabbing all my stuff, and putting it in my book bag I walked out of the hospital room. I held my phone in my hands as I walked throughout the emergency room on my way out, debating whether to call Marshall or not. I can't deal with him right now, I don't want to tell him. Right now men disgust me.

"Yo, yo, yo Jen. Let me take you home, don't walk alone" Bobby caught up to me, and said.

"Okay" I sighed, and walked to the ambulance, hopping in. Bobby started up the engine, and we were on the road back to my house.

"Listen, don't come into work tomorrow" Bobby said, and I rolled my eyes.

"Bobby don't tell me what to do, I have to go to work tomorrow, I have two kids at home to take care of" I said angrily.

"It's not a suggestion Jenna, it's a order. Don't come to work tomorrow, you need the day off" Bobby said. "And if anything, you report to work in five hours, you won't be in the right state of mind" Bobby added.

"Okay" I sighed, and looked out the window to realize we were already at my apartment building. "Thanks for the ride" I said, and hopped out without saying anything else.

As I opened up the front door I quietly walked inside, careful not to wake anyone up. I walked into my room, and shut the door behind me before collapsing on the bed. I stared at my phone which laid on the bed next to me, and it lit up with a notification unexpectedly.

From Marshall (2:37am) - I can't sleep, up in the studio. Take the day off tomorrow. I can pick you guys up now (;

Oh god, how will I get through this

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