Invisible to you ~ lucaya

7. Feels like loneliness

OUTFIT AT THE TOP IS WHAT MAYA IS WEARING DURING THIS PERFORMANCE
Maya's pov:
It was the assembly today and I haven't talked to Lucas since , in class he will give me a 'let me explain' glare but hell no you don't explain how you are embarrassed of me, never ever do that shit to me. I look at the audience and you see Lucas and his jock friends sitting front row , oh wow this should be fun considering they don't know I'm performing, they don't know the song is about him, and the outfit I'm wearing. I look hot. Those people are going to see that I'm no longer invisible, and Im going to show Lucas what is feels like to be with him. Riley was in the second row with her lab buddy farkle, he is sweet actually we might be friend him.

'Hello everybody' Mr. Matthews hyped up everyone.

Everyone yelled back 'HII'

Mr. Matthews started introducing acts I was number 7 out of 12 so I had time to work on the dance moves I had planned. The acts went on and it was finally my turn.

Mr. Matthews announced 'Next we have one of the talented people I know, and I cant say I am biased because I've known her since she was 2 years old. But everyone please welcome Maya Hart. She is going to be singing an original song and I will leave it to Maya to tell you the rest'
Everyone clapped and Matthews handed me the mic and left the stage.

'Hey everyone' I said

'HI MAYA' Riley yelled

'Hi riley' I laughed

'This song is an original song, I wrote it two days ago actually, it's about love and what love feels like but not what you guys think. I am currently in a relationship and it is the loneliest thing, I mean the guy wont even tell people we are together because he is embarrassed by me' I said and everyone gasped , one guy in the back yelled 'DUMP HIM FOR ME' I heard him and all I did was chuckle. I look down at Lucas and he has a face filled with sadness and angriness .
I continued 'but this song everyone in this room can relate too, love feels like loneliness sometimes and it's okay that it does. So this is feels like loneliness'
Everyone cheered and Richard backstage brought my chair out, oh Lucas didn't know what was coming.

"You're not asking for much but , it just seems like a lot and kinda confused don't know what to choose but baby it's hard for me I'm not ready for your love....
Im keep on the go but
I don't mean to tease ya
You're down on your knees begging me please but darling it's not the way to get me babe you know..
Woohoo scared didn't mean to make you love me
Woohoo scared didn't mean to make you love me
Didn't mean to be charming, such a beautiful darling . Didn't wanna make you think I gave you everything love. Love feels like loneliness.
Love feels like loneliness sometimes
And thats just the way it is
Cause love feels like loneliness sometimes
We cant get the timing
Because I was running
But now I want you and you always knew
So baby you pull away and make me wait for you
Screw all that loveish I think that Ive had it
Then you turn your back and now that your back
Cause this is the last time I play this game , always the same and I'm threw
(And the song goes on you get it right?)

The song was over and everyone cheered , riley was crying , farkle was laughing , and lucas he was mad because his bestfriend zay yelled out loud 'DUMP THE GUY AND DATE ME HE DOSENT DESERVE YOU BABY'

I walked off stage and went to my locker , the assembly ended and guess who showed up at my locker.

'So I'm guessing we're done' Lucas said sadly

'I don't know go to your friends and ask them' I snapped

'Maya' he said softly

'Don't maya me, I'm doing playing this game lucas you either pick me and be with me or be one of those stupid jocks that care more about fucking girls than a serious relationship.' I yelled

He stayed silent.

'That's what I thought, I guess I always was invisible to you' I cried

'Maya stop please' He pulled my arm back

'Lucas call me when you make up your mind and you are the lucas I was with at the party. This lucas I don't want any part of' I yanked my arm free and stormed off

I felt good for once I left him.

And Im excited to be single because instead of worrying how lucas see's me I can finally experiment with other guys and see what I actually see in men, being hung up on lucas is exhausting. Im ready for me.

'Hey hart' Someone interrupted my thoughts

'Who said that' I looked around and saw no one.

'It's bradley from science' Bradley laughed

'Oh hey' I smiled sweetly

'You did amazing up there' He smiled

'Oh thank you, that means a lot' I smiled back

'You get nervous singing in front of crowds huh'  He said

'Yeah how did you know' I laughed

'You can tell' He laughed

'WHAT REALLY' I panicked

'Yeah when you first walked on stage you were shaking so I guessed' he weakly stopped laughing and tried to look serious.

'You're really hot by the way and Im sorry a dick like that treats you like that. You don't deserve that' He smiled

'Thank you, I actually just broke up with him five mins ago' I said proudly.

'Oh so does that mean you would like to go out with me sometime' He offered

'Yeah why not' I smiled

'Okay I will see you tomorrow and we will talk during english , I hear we have a sub tomorrow' He said

'Okay sounds great' I smiled and walked away