1 month later
Camila's POV
*Middle of the night*
I woke up to a loud bang I heard outside. I got up trying not to wake up the others but that failed. "What are you doing?" Lauren asked sitting up. "I heard something outside" I loud whispered. "Like what?" .. "Like a loud bang". Lauren got up and held the knob. I grabbed her wrist before she could open it "wait".. "what?".."Don't you think we should wake up Dinah? She is pretty strong" I said hoping she would say yes. "okay let's wake her up" she agreed and I let out a sigh of relief, good thing she didn't hear me. We shook Dinah and threw pillows at her a few times then she finally woke up. "What you dawgs doin'?!?" She whisper yelled. "We need you to come with us to check on something".. "why can't yo do it yourselves?".."because you're strong as we need you please Dinah" I pleaded and she finally gave in. Right when she stood up another loud bang came. I assume Lauren felt me tense up so she held my hand and intertwined our fingers. I gave her a small smile and we walked to the door. Lauren held the knob again and twisted it "okay, if something goes wrong scream" we all nodded and Lauren opened the door. We walked into the living room and say Drew locking the balcony door. "Drew what the hell are you doing here?" Dinah asked "This door was banging and so I guess you guys heard it too?" He said walking towards us. "Yeah, we thought someone broke in or something".." well it's just the door. go back to sleep" With that Drew and Dinah left "Come on Camz let's go back to sleep" Lolo said walking back to the room "That's so weird".."What's weird?" Lo asked me. I guess I was thinking out loud. Lauren stopped in her tracks and I felt her eyes on me. I turned around to face her "Didn't I lock that door before we went to bed?".." I don't know, I didn't see. It probably just unlocked by itself, let's just go back to sleep." she said dragging me back to our room. It couldn't have just unlocked by itself. I stayed up all night thinking about it.
Lauren's POV
I'm kinda worried about Camila. When we went back to the room she didn't sleep at all. She was deep in thought. It's morning now and Camila is still in the same position as she was, I don't even think that she knows I'm awake. I looked at her and she's just staring at the ceiling. "Camz?". There she finally looked at me. Her bed was across from mine and Dinah's was in the back middle of the room. "yeah Lolo?" her voice was so raspy and beautiful. "Are you okay?".." I just... That door couldn't have unlocked by itself and I know that I locked it last night". I could tell that she's probably freaking out, but she's trying to hide it. "So you think someone broke in?" I asked her. She looked back up at the ceiling. Her profile was so beautiful. "I don't know, maybe?" she said. "Lolo are you hungry?". She looked at me and I smiled "starved".."Let's make pancakes" I nodded and we went outside to the kitchen. We went in and saw Papa Tate already making pancakes and so we just decided to say hi. "morning Papa Tate" Camz said in a country voice causing me to giggle. "morning girls, I'm cooking bacon, eggs, and pancakes for everyone so it should be ready in a bit." we nodded and went to the living room to watch tv while we waited. I was flipping through the channels when I came across the most bullshit show on television 'Celebrity Gossip' I stayed on the channel to see what shit they're gonna talk about. 'Is X Factor contestant Camila Cabello dating Harry Styles?' the host said. I looked over to Camila and she looked kinda into the show. I looked back at the tv and just listened 'Camila is part of a girl group called Fifth Harmony on the X Factor USA and of course we all know Harry is part of the one and only boy band, One Direction' 'Camila is pretty hot but is she good enough for THE Harry Styles?' Wait, did she just say that? Ally, Dinah and Normani came on to watch too 'I went on Twitter to see what the people say about Camarry. For the good ones, one said "I think Camila and Harry would make a great couple #Camarryftw" another one said "Camarry will forever be in my list" now for the bad ones "Camila isn't good enough for Hazza #Notocamarry" "Camila is such a dyke and Harry deserves better than that piece of sh*t" ooh ouch, what do you guys think about Camarry? Tweet us and maybe we'll reply. Till next time on Celebrity Gossip' I turned off the tv as soon as it ended. How could people be so cruel? I looked over to Camila and she was just looking at the ground, tears rolling down her cheeks. Everyone had shocked faces and were speechless. It was so quiet I couldn't take it anymore "Camila?" I said breaking the silence. Everyone looked at her and she ran to the bathroom and honestly I'm gonna sue that tv show when we win this.
Camila's POV
I ran to bathroom and just cried. I can't believe people said that. Personally, I know I will never have a chance with Harry but what people said it just... hurt. I sat down on the cold tile floor and leaned my back against the door. I brought my knees to my face and held them. I need to do it. It will help me feel better. I got up and opened the drawer to get my pouch. I took out my sharpest blade and slashed my wrist about 7 times. "Camz open up".."Go away" my voice cracked. I don't want them to see me like this "Mila, honey please open the door. We're all here for you.".."Please just leave me alone".."Come out when you're ready Mila" With that they left and i cried silently. I slashed my stomach about 4 times then I started feeling dizzy. I cleaned up and bandaged myself and stomach and went out of the bathroom. I ran quickly to my room to grab my hoodie and luckily no one was inside. I took out my gray hoodie, put it on and went to the living room. I stopped by the door and braced myself for what was to come next.
***Hey guys, so I'm I hope you like this chapter and I'll update maybe tomorrow so yeah. Bye!!
