CH 3
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[[Logans POV]]
It hurt leaving Anberlin like that, but I need to make sure I can trust her. I'm not going to get screwed over again.
I'm home now. One thing that nobody knows about me is my rich family. I try to avoid having people know about it, so that nobody uses me to be friends with the rich kid. I honestly wish that we were normal people, with normal money problems instead of money to throw around and people using us just for money. People are disgusting.
When I get home, I walk up stairs to my room, throw my backpack onto the floor, and fall asleep in my bed. School took a lot out of me today, I guess.
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I wake up to my mom lightly shaking me awake. I am a light sleeper. "Hey Logan dinners ready if you're hungry, or I can bring you some so you don't have to get up." My mom is way too nice to me. It's good sometimes, but I don't like the fact that she thinks she has to do everything for me. "No it's fine mom I'll come down when I'm ready.." I say in a sleepy voice.
10 minutes later I decide I can't fall back asleep and check my phone. 6 text messages all from Anberlin. Jesus we aren't even friends again yet and she's already blowing up my phone.
The first text reads, "Hey. Can we meet up, or at least talk over text? I had a lot more to say to you than what you let me get out earlier."
The second one says, "Logan? Please don't ignore me this is important."
The third, "I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you Logan! I love you! You are still one of the most important people to me, even if we haven't been friends all of highschool. Please, Logan. Don't do this."
Wow, now she knows what it feels like. Except she doesn't because I haven't ignored her for 4 years straight. It's only been what, 3 hours?
The rest of the texts were just compilations of her begging me to text her back. When I do, it says,
"Seriously? You ignored me for 4 years straight, if we aren't including the moments you had laughed at me when one of your 'friends' tripped me as I walked by in class or at lunch. So get over yourself. I was sleeping anyway. I wasn't fucking ignoring you."
She read the text right away, as my phone told me, but I just tossed it to my side, rolled off of my bed still tired and sore, and left my dark room. The light of the hallway hit me like a train.
I honestly just need some dinner and a shower.
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[[Anberlin's POV]]
My heart sank as I recieved Logan's text. I've always been the needy friend and he was okay with that. He liked that about me, because he liked having someone who needed him. But the way he worded his text really hurt. I know I have done unspeakably awful things to him, but it still hit me hard. Sort of a wake up call. Tears stung at the corners of my eyes but I sucked it up and realized that this is what I deserve after years of doing these things to my old friends. My real friends.
I place my phone onto my bed and am about to walk to the kitchen to make myself some dinner, but catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror.. Before I continue, I should mention I have struggle with depression and an eating disorder since my freshman year. I just had become so very insecure after losing my friends, and that was also the year I lost my mom and was taken custody of by my aunt Sherrie. I mean, I like my aunt but she can be a horrible person at times. We have that in common.
Anyway, I decide against it and grab a bottle of water and a few low calorie crackers instead.
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It's morning. Just after another horrific dream, I wake up. Saturday. The first thing that comes to mind is why did my school have the first day on a Friday? But I couldn't care less. I have no school which is all that matters. I check my phone, which reads 8 am. I decide to get up because I feel like taking a jog today. But just as I am looking for some leggings and a t shirt in my closet I get a text from Logan. "Can we meet at the Starbucks a block from your place? I want to talk to you, and coffee sounds good right now."
I reply with, "Oh my god yes Logan I would love that. I'll be there in 30 minutes."
"Alright see you then."
Thank god, maybe we can fix things! I toss my current choice of clothes to the floor, because I always feel the need to look good if I am going to be around Logan. I decide to go with a grey and white striped longsleeve shirt, black skinny jeans, grey Toms shoes, and a white scarf. Casual but not too casual. I straighten my hair, put my makeup on, grab my purse and hop into my aunt's car. She always lets me borrow it when she isn't using it.
I am so nervous. as I'm driving I am tapping my thumbs on the steering wheel in quick movements, nervous habit of mine.
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(A/N): Heyy cute people haha well Idk I liked this chapter wusssup. but the question here is will they make up or argue some more omf guess you'll have to keep reading huh? ((((;
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This is my first LOGAN fanfic so idk
all the Logan fanfics I've read have to do with being like his bestfriend, but hes still an actor in them so I'm changing that I don't want it to be like all the others i've read. ~~~~~~ please dont steal any of this ~~ bye lovely lermaniacs!
-Angie
