We started as mutuals

s e v e n

this chapter is much longer than normal , just to introduce joe and caspar a little :)

caspar: phil i can see that you have read it. please just answer me i can take rejection but i can't lose my best friend as well.
phil: i didn't mean to take so long to reply
phil: i just .. needed some time to think
caspar: okay.. well have you had a think ?
phil: yes , just give me a second

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phil: joe ? are you awake ?
joe: yeah what's up ?
phil: so um .. caspar just asked me to be his boyfriend ?!
joe: oh
phil: don't worry i know you like him i wouldn't do that to you , just thought i would tell you
joe: thank you phil but if you like him go ahead :)
phil: no i um .. i like someone else
joe: oh! who? do i know them ?
phil: aha you might but i'm not telling you yet :) i need to reply to caspar hang on

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caspar: you back?
phil: yes yea sorry
phil: okay so firstly , what you said changes nothing you'll always be my bestfriend caspar , there is just one thing one of my close friends likes you and i couldn't do that to them. oh and i like someone else :/
caspar: it's okay phil.. i was having a think while you were gone and (not to be rude) but i think you just happened to be the first male i was talking to when i figured out i was bisexual.
phil: ah! im proud of you for coming to terms with your sexuality , so are we good then ?
caspar: yes! ily (as a friend ) :))
phil: ily2

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phil: i told him how i felt and he is okay , i don't think he actually has a crush on me i'm just the first guy he spoke to when he came to terms with his sexuality , u have a chance joe
joe: ohhh okay , well even if he is now openly bi , he would never like a guy like me !
phil: but you're hot and really sweet but you're not my type hehe
joe: OH YEAH TELL ME ABOUT YOUR CRUSH
phil: oh would you look at the time? i'ts time for you to shut the fuck up :)
joe: did u just
phil: no but fr i need to blast but i'll skype u later! bye :))