Miscellaneous (On Hold)

Sorry

I'm sorry.

For not being who you expected me to be.

For not being who you wanted me to be.

For all these cracks showing through the mask.

For all my flaws.

For you giving up on me.

For not being perfect.

For seeming fine.

Even when I'm not.

So I apologize.

For being me.

People say

"Learn to help yourself! 

Don't always rely on others!"

But can you really help yourself?

If what you're going through 

isn't in your control?

Can you rely on others

even if it's sometimes,

if there is no one there

for you?

You may long for someone to rely on

For someone who will listen

And understand.

But everyone around you 

has turned their back.

Has turned a blind eye

To resume their lives.

So I apologize for wanting

for needing someone to be there for me,

Because it is apparently too much to ask.

I'm sorry.