Pregnant By Grayson Dolan

6.

*2 Weeks Later*

Yesterday was my fathers funeral which was harder than when they told my mother he was well you know. Grayson has been there for me and I know it wasn't easy for him because I have shut almost everyone out. I just don't know what to do I haven't been to school in 2 weeks and tomorrows Monday I know that I need to go to school because I have to do so much work which will take me a few days. Grayson has been sleeping with me and comforting which helps a little, ok not at all.

Grayson is laying next to me right now asleep and I can't thank him enough for what he's been doing for me I mean Grayson like everyone, is not perfect but at least he's trying to help. My mom has been distant lately and I get why I mean if I lost the love of my life I would be distant too, but it's hard it's really hard and on top of that I'm falling for Grayson and I can't tell him. I hear light knocks on my door. "Come in." "Nevermind." I hear my mother say with slight snobs.

I lay back down and think about all the good times me and my dad have had together which just makes me sadder. I have the sudden urge to throw up so I run into my bathroom and throw up in the toilet which wakes up Grayson. "Are you ok?" Grayson asks leaning against the door frame. "Do I look ok?I mean I am throwi-I'm interupted by me throwing up again. "I'm sorry but it's just something that everybody asks someone when they look sick." "I think this is your fault." "How is you throwing up my fault?"

"I haven't been sick in the last 10 years." "Ok so what does this have to do with me?" "2 weeks ago at your party were you drunk?" "No I didn't drink at all." "Ok so when we had sex, did we use protection?" "Umm I don- oh no we need to go to the store now!" He says standing up straight and walking to my room. I throw up in the toilet one last time, clean myself up and get ready to leave. "You ready to go?" "Not really but let's go." When we get to the car I start questioning Grayson.

"What if I'm pregnant? Then my whole life everything that I worked for will have been for nothing, I knew it was a bad idea going to that party." "So you regret that night?" "I don't even remember most of the stuff that happened so yeah if I get pregnant I blame you." "Why me it was your fault because you chose to get drunk." "Ok but if I get pregnant will you leave me?" "I don't know." How the fuck does he not know it's just a simple yes or no question.

I can't believe I fell for him. It's just the classic love story except mine doesn't have a happy ending. Girl falls for boy, boy uses girl for sex, girl gets pregnant, boy leaves girl. "What about our parents, how do we tell them that I got you pregnant and how do you think your mom will react?" "Well first we don't know if I'm even pregnant so please don't jinx it and second my mom wouldn't be so mad." "My parents might want to meet you." "Why it's not like I'm your girlfriend?" "But I want you to be, I like you Amani and I want to be with you." Wait a second did he just say he liked me.

I must be dreaming so this is NOT REAL AT ALL! Ok Amani chill chill chill do not let him see that your excited. "I doubt that." "I try to have a moment with you but you just ruin it." I didn't mea-We're here." He says interupting me. "Grayson I'm so-*Car Door Slams*. Wow you know what I'm over boys just stepping over me. I get out of the car and slam the door. "Grayson I tried to apologize but your acting stupid so I'm not going in that store with you." I say stopping in my place making Grayson turn around.

"Fuck you ok I don't want anything to do with you anymore and if you are pregnant I hope you miscarriage!" I feel tears start to run down my face and people start looking my way. I am so stupid to think he ever liked me, it was a mistake and I never should've went to that party. I turn around and start walking towards my house. "Where are you going?"

"Home, why are you so worried I mean you said it yourself you don't want anything to do with me anymore so just go home and don't talk to me again." I say flipping him off and walking away. How could I hate and love him at the same time?What if I am pregnant? Grayson would be the father and I wouldn't want him around so what would I tell my mom?

I soon arrive at my house and don't know if I'm pregnant or not because I didn't get a test ,yay life. "Mom I have to ask you some...things." "Ok what do you need to ask me?"She says walking into the kitchen. "Well what if I wanted to start having sex?" "Well I would support your decision because 1 your old enough and 2 your almost going to college in about 5 months."

"And if I got pregnant?" "Well I would still support you but you would have to get a job, get your own home, and you would have to buy stuff for the baby or babies, oh and the father would have to be in the picture." "Well I lost my virginity 2 weeks ago and I have been throwing up lately so I might be pregnant."