Promise #1: A Vow That Never Was Broken

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I woke up today with a weird sparking sensation. I don't know why but it just happened. After that sensation I had a feeling I had to puke. But nothing came out?

I took a good long 1 hour shower.
"Hmmm....Grey flats, white flats or black flats? Eh, whatever. White flats it is!" So I grabbed the white flats and put them on. I slipped on a pair of creme colored jeans and a light pink sweater.

I got out the closet and decided to 'explore' this maze of a house.
I slowly opened the door. Nobody was in the hallway so I decided to not give a fuck and just fast walk to the other hallway.

Big mistake. When I turned the corner there were 5 hot men or vampires just talking. I guess one spotted me cause just when I was gonna go back to my room,
"Hey! Stop right there." My face was just like fuck you bastard when he called me out.

I just turned around and stood at my ground like an idiot. The man who called me had dirty blonde hair and wait this was the man I sat next to yesterday at the dinner party!

He put his hand up and and moved it so he was meaning to say 'come here'.

I did as told cause I was so FUCKING scared.

The dirty blonde looked at the other hottie's 😎😘.
He looked back at me. I couldn't even move I was weak to my knee's.

"Looks like we got sent a snack. But we shouldn't waste such a pretty girl like you. Let's have some fun shall we?" I was so terrified. I was slowly taking steps back but I guess they didn't go unnoticed cause in a split second I was on the floor being straddled by the dirty blonde.

He ripped my sweater with one swift move. I was screaming at this point.

SLAP

Did he just slap me!? I couldn't even clutch the red cheek the dirty blonde had given me because he was also holding down my wrists above my head.

He then proceeded to rip my tank top open revealing my blue bra.

He licked his lips which just made me disgusted.

"STOP." Said....said LEIR!?

The dirty blonde and the other hottie's looked at Leir. Almost instantly they were off me.

"Sorry sir. Please don't hurt us." The dirty blonde pleaded.

"You idiots are lucky I'm not frying you faces off. Never EVER touch her. If you do you WILL die." I was startled by Leir's words.

The dirty blonde and his crew ran away to the other hallway as fast as they could.

"Melissa come here." Leir had a very mad face and how he said this sounded harsh. I was completely terrified so I just listened to him.

I was now toe to toe with the tomato. I looked down at his black shined dress shoes.
In a few moments he spoke but instead of the harsh Rone I was expecting he spoke in a soft, saddened tone.
"Why? It's dangerous. Your a human. Why would you leave the room. You could've gotten hurt."

I looked back up at him. My blue orbs tied a string to his softened and saddened violet ones.

I felt a cold pair of hands wrap around my warm ones. In no time I was being escorted back to the room.

I sat on the bed my face full of regret. Why did I have to be so curious?

Leir shot me a a saddened and hurt filled look. I just looked away from his heart breaking gaze to the plain cream walls.

I'm sorry." Were the last words I managed to peep out.

Rather than hoping today was going to be a lovely day it turned out to be a sorrowful day.

I don't know why but the sight of Leir wrapped in hurt made me weak.

I layed down on the bed and let the softness embrace me.

I let my thoughts take over as I stared at the ceiling.

Why do I feel bad for him?

Why do I regret?

I couldn't possibly lo-

No! I wouldn't dare say that word. The L-word. I couldn't love someone. I can't. I won't.
I knew love was a a disguise of sadness and regret.
I knew if I ever ___ Leir than it would pay.
I loved my family. And they died.

I loved....him.
And he....died.

I couldn't risk another bandage on my broken heart. I wouldn't be able to bear the pain.

I closed my eyes.
Was it really my fault that they were gone.

Was it?