My Best Friends Girlfriend

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Justin's POV

For a few minutes the line went silent and she didnt even hang up. Shes probably in shock but I know what im doing is the right thing. I dont wanna hurt her and being me I know I will only hurt her.

"Selena say something" I finally spoke up hearing her just breath. the reason being i didnt wanna do this face to face is that i knew she was gonna cry and I didnt wanna see the look on her face because like i said i dont wanna hurt her or break her heart.

"I dont know what to say because I know your not gonna explain why" she says as I let out a sigh knowing she was right.

"Look im sorry" i told her feeling me hating myself for doing this...

"dont" she says before hanging up leaving me there feeling more pissed than ever... how could I be that pissed over a girl. Staring at my phone I could feel my anger go higher until i explode and start messing everything around ... breaking nearly everything.

What is wrong with me? Why couldnt I hold it in? why was I angry.

"bro what the fuck!?" I hear a familar voice say behind me causing me to jump a little and turn around seeing my best friend standing there looking around confused.

"I dont know whats wrong with me" I told him barely holding the tears and pain back. I blew up everything with Selena... I didnt only broke her but I broke myself as well.

"Dude what even happened? thought you were getting Selena" he says walking closer and sits on the couch and soon i sit next to me. Right now I needed to talk to my brother from another mother even tho i sound like a fucking girl right now.

"I .. I just I didnt wanna hurt her man I mean you know how I am I fuck girls and cheat and lie and I thought Selena deserved better than that specially when Mason already did those things" I tell him hiding my face in my palms.

"I get that but why are you in so much pain than?" he asks me which honestly I was asking myself but cant figure out the answer.

"I dont know like I said I dont know whats wrong with me I feel like a god damn pussy" I say hearing Fredo laugh at me... weird.

"what are you laughing at ?" I ask staring at him confused at his reaction.... normally you really wouldnt laugh at your best friend when hes telling you something importand.

"The fact that Justin bieber is in love" he says finally stopping my eyes widen at what he had said.

"no no no i dont fall in love" i say trying to convince myself as I stand up freaking out a little.

"Well Bieber you clearly are thats the only explanation here" he says as i put my fingers through my hair nervous.

"fuck" i curse.