My Best Friends Girlfriend

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Selena's POV
I could hear noises around me but i tried to ignore them. I thought it was only Justin sneaking in to bed but I was wrong. When i opened my eyes to check Mason is on top of me.

"Mason.. WHAT THE FU-"i couldnt finish that sentence before his hand was on my mouth. I could feel the emotions on the day with his brother rush back to me. I tried to fight Mason my once loving boyfriend but he wouldnt budge.

"Shhhh" is the only thing he says before taking his clothes off and mine.., i cry and cry trying to scream for Justin but I couldnt. Finally he removed his hand and i screamed.

"JUSTIN HELP" i scream but get silenced my Mason slapping me. Tears rushed down my face and time stood still. It felt like everything was moving in slow motion and I couldnt move. I could feel my body getting stiff as he started touching me ... i wanted to beg him to stop but nothing came out.. i was frozen.

Suddenly the door slams open and there stands Justin.

"GET THE FUCK OFF MY GIRLFRIEND" he shouts before running toward us. He grabs Mason and throws him off of me. Then gets down and starts to punch him... over and over again. Meanwhile I layed there frozen in fair while tears streamed down my face.. i just i couldnt do anything. Everything that i felt the day masons brother raped me rushed to me and it was like i relived it.

"Get the fuck out before i call the police" Justin shouts as I fade back to reality. I slowly sat up looking and covering myself with the blanket feeling so much shame. I knew I didnt cheat on Justin but I felt so ashamed of myself and the event.

"Selena" he turns to me looking at me and I could barely handle it. I wanted to run away even though I was naked. I just wanted to escape.

"Dont come closer" i begged my voice cracking a little as i try not to look at him. I loved him with all my heart but somehow I couldnt bare to look at him right now. I felt dirty... even tho Mason didnt get to 'start' i still felt so so so dirty.

"Oh god Selena what did he do to you" he says and I could just feel how upset he was... he was about to cry. I just looked down on my hands not knowing what to say because I didnt want to admit to myself that this actually happened. It would feel way to real if I said it out loud and I wasnt ready for that.

"I cant .. I just cant say it out loud Justin I just need to shower" I said but I couldnt stand up, I couldnt even feel my body. I felt so distant and cold. All i wanted to do was to stand up and hug him but I couldnt.

"Ill help you" he says and even tho I couldnt breath when he carried to me the bath and he bathed me I was still thankfull. As soon as I was in new pj's I ran down stairs with a blanket and a pillow. I couldnt sleep in the same room as Justin. i just couldnt bare it. So I slept on the couch.