" It's Complicated " (Completed)

Part 55

Lusty lonely cause you're the only

One that knows me and I can't be without you
Lusty lonely cause you're the only
One that knows me and I can't be without you
Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan haiAndekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai

Life never been so upset to Manik. His abrupt impromptu wedding was the most remarkable fiasco of his life. But that same night sitting with his best friend and also abrupt wife gazing the stars sharing each others pain silently, he wouldn't had been thought that one day he would be sitting in a deserted place with thousands tons of heavy chest, restless heart , confused frustrated mind and unbelievably flowing uneasy tears . And all with these he was doing what? Just thinking about Her.
And finding the answer

" hum aapke hai koun? " , "what's the string between me and you? "

Hai kya yeh jo tere mere darmiyaan hai
Andekhi ansuni koi dastaan hai
Lagne lagi, ab zindagi khaali
Hai merilagne lagi har saans bhi khaali

He couldn't set his mind. He couldn't concentrate on his work. He, who was dam dedicated towards his work, was just finding everything meaningless.
Actually he was feeling himself lifeless. And his life system was somewhere very far from him.

Whenever he was closing his eyes , he just only could see Her.

Her angelic face, her heart soothing smile , her mellifluous voice. And their first night. The rain, the proximity, the magic and them being one soul.And then in the very next day everything

" Boom !!"

Everything got shattered. Finished..Though it wasn't all planned by them but that heartbreak was plotted by destiny.

Just in one night his life again took a drastic turn. And then now he was sitting here broken and missing her badly.

Bin tere, bin tere, bin tere
Koi khalish hai hawayon mein bin tere

" To start a fresh we need to end something then only we can start with a closure. But jab humare bich, there's nothing to end toh start kahan se Kare? There's no closure for us as it's our START Manik. It's just the beginning "

He recalled Nandini's words of that night after their wedding. She said there was only " beginning" for them.
Then.  'why everything stopped just in the first step of the start?'   His heart asked helplessly.
Then he remembered the outburst of her after that party . So shattered she was that day.

" I said go away. Leave me alone. No need to show more mercies on me. I don't need anyone. Who am I that you are showing your cares? No one. Samjhe. I am nothing. Please leave me alone. "

But one thing which surprised him more was his reply to her vulnerability.

" koun ho tum? Who you are? You are my life Nandu. My star. My solace. My everything. Samjhi? You're my wife Nandini. "'

From where he gathered those strong words?   ' was still an question to him. Did he felt for her from the beginning? Did he really meant those words?'   Off course he did. And he do.

'His heart promptly answered with determination. And the proof of that strong feelings was their first Night. He still could feel her essence lingering in his skin , on his senses. The taste of her lips was still on his lips. The taste of the salty tear drop of her eyes after their completion of each other , was still relishing his tongue. But as they said good thing always bring some bad with it. Suddenly her denial started sounding into his ears.