Path to Truth (AU Sans×Reader)

Chapter 41: Wolves

Kill. Kill… Kill… This word can be used often. To kill a pig, for food or a cow. There is to kill a human, which would be murder. Killing… Such a simple word, that can be used for such horrible things. If you aren’t careful… You could be the one getting killed. To escape being killed, would be amazing, but it was quite simple about what kept repeating in your head, that last thing you had heard before passing back out. “Simple…. Kill her.” The words repeated over and over in your head.

There was something… Something that you couldn’t shake, as you try to look back on things that had happened in the past. The different things of the past that had come back. Dust, Hunter, and Cross… They were all childhood friends. You honestly at first doubted that you had any friends back then, seeing that you could barely even remember it. But after meeting them, you were still kind of confused.

But more… you wanted to know more about Yuki (L/N). Your mother… You only had simple hazy memories of the woman who had raised you for the first few years of your life. The one who was part monster… the one who gave you Sun and Moon. You didn’t know much about Sun or Moon either. That’s also something that confused you also.

You felt a shiver run up your spine, as you felt a jolt run through your body. But it was pushed away by the quick coming thoughts. Was your mother a wolf monster also…? Or was she not? Who was your father? Did your father run away? Did he die? Had he loved your mom? Did he run away when he found out about you? You didn’t know anything about your father, now that you thought about it. No clue what had even happened either.

What did your father look like? What was his name? Was he a human or a monster? Was he from this universe? Was he even alive…? Or was he dead? Did he die… trying to protect you and your mother? Or did he just flee, once finding out that your mom was monster? These thoughts raced through your head, rather quickly. How much did your mom know about?

How much did you know about… Sun and Moon? How much did you know about your guardians who had protected you for so long? How much did you know about the hyper pink mew that loved to make sweets and mess around with you? How much did you know about the cold but protective light blue mew that made sure you were in good health and had great training? Now that you thought about it… Did the mews have any of their own objectives…? Were they aiming to accomplish something..? How much did they really care for you?

These thoughts raised through your head, made you nervous. You looked around you silently, where were you…? You were surrounded by nothing more than a dark void. No one was there… You were all alone… Left to think about your thoughts alone… All alone… Left… to think about all the past memories that you would never experience again. Left alone to think about the ‘what, if, and did’. Did Sun and Moon actually want to protect you? Did Hunter really care for you? What was going to happen to Frisk? What were they all doing right now? Were they better off without you?

These questions were driving you crazy, you wanted to know the answer to them. Was it true you were going to be left in this one place by yourself for the rest of time? Would you die soon? Were these people going to kill you? Did they already kill you? Is this what death was, an endless black void? Were they killing you now? Was death better than this? Is… this what happened to your mom?

You felt yourself take in a deep breath, as you rocked yourself back and forth, trying to calm down as you felt tears well up in your purple eyes. Your markings giving off a light purple, as your eye lit up slightly. You buried your head into your knees, trying to think of what would happen next. Would you really just be alone like this forever? Only being able to use your magic to recreate memories and just watch the old ones? Not being able to make new ones? Were you only going to be able to watch holograms of your friends? Was this the last time you would ever see them? Or… before it was…?