Truly Yours (KATHNIEL Series #1)

TRULY YOURS, 18

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Dear Daniel Padilla,

... Did you remember when...
I was walking alone that time going to the cafeteria. I saw you. With someone else. And it's a girl. I never saw you smiling like that before. Wearing your big smile that's reaching to your eyes, it's obviously that you're happy and enjoying. And turns out, that the girl you are talking to is my friend, Camille. And the whole campus has a rumors that the two of you is very close like a couple. I didn't believe because i know... I know that i'm your only one 'friend'. Right? I don't know what to feel. Angry? Sad? Betrayed? No. I should not feel betrayed, she don't know that i like Daniel. He also don't know it, and we're not even together. When you look in my direction, i immediately turn around and walk away. I act like i didn't saw the two of you. I don't want you to see me. Seeing me hurting like this. I don't want our status to be change. When i was walking alone towards the classroom, a hand grabbed my arm. And i know that it's you, Dj. You grabbed my arm and pulled me to the classroom. You locked it when we're both inside. And nobody's here! We're alone. What should i do? I gulp. "H-hey! What are you doing?," I asked you just like it's a normal day. You just stares at me. "Is there a p-problem?" I asked. "Are you jealous?" You suddenly asked. My eyes got widen. "Wh-what are you talking about?" I said. I laughed so it'll become believeable and so that my i can hide my nervous. "Tell me." You said. What should i say? I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if you knew it, our relationship as a friend will change. I don't want that to happen. "No. Why would i be?", I confidently said. We stared at each others eyes for a seconds. The bell rang and our classmates are knocking the door. I immediately looked away and opened the door. I sat down in my chair and smiled so i can hide my sadness. You sat down beside me, where you usually sit. I lied, Dj. Sorry.

Truly Yours,
KB (You)